Just got home from Bart and Barb's where I had dinner with them, Marlies and Bart's school friend, Scott, who came to visit for the holiday.      Scott is such a joy to be around.   He and Bart have been friends for 40 years or so and still see each other whenever and always keep in touch.   These are the BEST  friends.

I want to wish all of you the happiest New Year.    I am going to try to stay awake or arrange to wake up to see the new year in but don't have much hope.    

Anyway.    A happy and Blessed New Year to each and every one of you.    May 2018 be full of joy and prosperity and health.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

We had snow - again.   Actually twice today.   I woke up this morning to a lovely snowfall.   It even covered the grass a bit but was gone by noon.    Then we got a bit more this afternoon - late, but it did not stay on the ground.

I was home all day and did some sewing.  I am feeling like doing creative things again.   Am glad of that.   For months I have felt rather empty.

I called Suzi tonight and we had a really nice long talk.

Tomorrow I will go to see Dr.Toy, my chiropractor.   I am a bit sore in the neck and have a sore hip.   Perhaps he can help.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

It was COLD today.   In the low 30s to upper 20s.   I know, I know, you friends and family in Wisconsin consider that spring, but I am COLD.

Went to lunch today with two of my neighbors at the Cracker Barrel.   We realized we are all widowed and it is nice to have a meal and visit with others sometime.    We all enjoyed it and decided we would do it again when it is a bit warmer.

Aside from that, it was a totally quiet day.   The kind that Nicky likes a lot.   He really prefers if I don't leave the house at all.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Just got home from a lovely Christmas Eve Secret Santa Exchange at the Adam and Alexia Benoit's home.    We had a super spread of good food (I brought candy).

It was fun and nice to have children around opening presents and playing.   Not an unhappy one in the group.

I got a Pioneer Woman tea kettle, lazy Susan and measuring spoons.   Really pretty.   I am going to relegate the old black tea kettle to the cupboard and have a pretty one instead.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

The smattering of snow was all gone by 2PM this afternoon.    The ground is still too warm to keep it.   I can't say I am unhappy about that.    Took Nicky for a walk about 3PM and it was really quite pleasant as the sun was out and the wind was down.

It was a quiet day.    Sometimes I get sick of quiet days.   I will gradually as I get stronger DO things.   Dick used to laugh because I wanted to be "doing things".    He was perfectly content just being.   (As long as I was there:)

He loved family and close friends around but really loved when it was just him and me.   What a compliment to ME>

Dia Dhuit

Mary

It is early morning on December 23.     WE HAVE SNOW ON THE GROUND. 

Nicky was not thrilled.

Dia Dhuit

Merry Christmas

Mary

Two quiet days.    I did some baking both of them.    I decided that if "Why do we have Christmas without Buckeyes" then why would we have Christmas without Lizzies, my Mother's fruitcake cookie.   Nobody else, except Deeley's make them so I made a batch today.   Maybe I will share, maybe I will not:)   Ask if you want them.

I just have to make a coconut cream pie on Sunday and then I am done.

Nothing else exciting.   Packages are arriving and I am trying to keep up with Christmas cards.

Tomorrow and Saturday, I won't be going anywhere

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Just got home from a spectacular Christmas event, featuring my great granddaughter, Abby Benoit in a featured, speaking role,    as Kid 1.    Barbara, Marlies and myself drove to Geronimo to the school to see the program with the rest of the family.   

I loved it.   

Children's singing, is mostly yelling, but their enthusiasm is contagious and their director picked wonderful music for them.

Anyway.   Time for bed now.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

A nice quiet day.    I spent most of it at home, BUT was invited for a taco casserole dinner at Bart and Barb's.     Always good to eat a meal with someone.

Bobbie and Bill's packages arrived today.   I am set on soap AND her special candies.   Yum Yum.

Til tomorrow

Dia Dhuit

Mary

It is chilly today.   I asked my friend and neighbor, Jarrod, to help me replace the lights on the garage that have been out for a while.   I felt well enough and am confessing that I did try myself, but I forgot how.

It is Sunday and I am being VERY lazy mostly.    I went to the 8:30 Mass and then to a pancake breakfast that the KC's were having in the gym.    God knew that I have been hungry for pancakes.   They even had blueberry pancakes and I ate two - plus bacon and eggs.

I am all caught up on Christmas cards.

The coming week is very quiet.   I have only one doctor appointment and no other scheduled events.  Now, as I am feeling better, I need to start DOING things again.    I am sick of feeling like a sludge and want to be useful.   Can't believe that Christmas is one week away.   Can't believe even more that it has been 5 years since my sweetheart went to heaven.    I miss him more every year.    I imagine that this is how Mom felt.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Another day of moderate dry temperatures.  There is a fire on the base, but they have that under control and actually do occasional burns to keep their skills up and to control the dry conditions.

I had an appointment with Dr. Aiku, my GP today.    She is as pleased as she CAN be with the way I have responded to treatment and will not need to see me until April after my PtSCan.  

I also got a haircut today.   Not as short as I used to but as Kandi says, Blow and Go Cut.   I also don't have the hair blocking my vision.   A bit of a bang and I feel a hundred pounds lighter in my head:)

I filled my gas tank and got a couple of groceries, so I should be able to stay home all weekend, except for church.   Ran in to Debbie from Bible Study at the store.    I will be able to go back to bible study when we resume on January 17th.    I have really missed that group and the people in it.   They are one of my strongest prayer groups.   I know those prayer groups are what have helped me survive and heal.

I am truly blessed.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

The temps were in the 50s today and if the wind hadn't been blowing, it would have been quite comfortable.

Bart went tot he post office with me today to mail all the candy and presents out.   I got some Christmas stamps too as I will have to get to the Christmas cards next.

This afternoon the Lawton Celtic group met at the Shamrock.   I was able to EAT.   I ordered a corned beef sandwich on a pretzel bun and was able to eat quite a bit.    I was proud of me anyway and didn't gag even once.   I even ate some French fries.   Yea for me.   We always have such a good time and the Donaghe's brought a guest Pastor James Mc Dowell who hails from Belfast.   I had baked a loaf of Barm Brack for the celebration and was assured by Pastor James that it was like the Barm Brack his mom made for him when he was little.    I am sharing the recipe by request with the Lawton club.

So lots of excitement and things to do today.    Tomorrow, I see my general practitioner at 9:30AM and am getting a haircut at 11:30AM.    Boy will I be happy to get this hair out of my face.

Then except for mass on Sunday,, I will be home and able to regroup.   I feel that the house and Christmas have gotten away from me.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

I'm keeping myself busy these days and still have very little Christmas around the house.   Today, I put up the little Christmas tree that I have been using since Dick had so much trouble getting around the house in his wheelchair.    I put the local presents on the floor under it and have half of the packages that need to be mailed finished and ready to go.    Will do the last three tomorrow and Bart said he would go to the post office with me on Thursday to mail them.    Then it is downhill all the way to Christmas.

Nora called today.   We had a great visit.  

I am getting a haircut on Friday after my appointment with Dr. Aiku.   I look like the Shaggy Dog these days and want the hair out of my face.  Guess I must be feeling better.   Up til this week, I dreaded driving to get the cut.

Tomorrow is my final, I think, visit with Dr. Smith, my radiation oncologist.   I have a few questions.   Hope I have written them all down.

Guess that catches up.   

Dia Dhuit

Mary

I mixed and rolled buckeyes today.   Tomorrow I will dip them and then will be able to get my boxes ready to send.

I was able to be home much of the day.   It started out cold but the wind was down and temps were in the 50s which is quite comfortable for this time of year.

My Easter/Thanksgiving/Christmas cactus is blooming.    For the FIRST time in my life.    I guess the sunroom is a comfortable place for it.   When I get more blooming, I will try to send a picture.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

I wrapped presents today.    The ornaments.     This weekend, I will make the Buckeyes, then I can spend the week getting packages ready to mail.    I want to get them out by the 15th or the 18th at the VERY latest.    That way I can send them just plain express mail.

Anyway, it was VERY cold, 19 degrees when I woke up.   I was glad that I did not have to go anywhere today.    Bart stopped by at lunch time so I got to eat with somebody.   I had my soup and he had picked up a burger.    Just SO good to have company at a meal.  

I fixed a pork chop for supper and ate half of it.   The first cutting meat that I have had in quite a while.   It tasted good too.

Dia DHuit

Mary

It is a red letter day.

I had my blood test then saw Dr. Aye, the chemo oncologist.    She said that my white blood cell count is up.    She also said that I do NOT have to do the 6th chemo treatment which was supposed to be next Tuesday.   Yeaaaaaa!    That means that I should be pretty much over the chemical and radiation induced ickyness by Christmas.    Yeaaaa!

I will see Dr. Aye in early February AND have the Petscan to be sure that the cancer is all gone.

I am sure that it will be.   After all, 2018 is going to be a great year.    Has to make up for 2017:)

Tomorrow I will go with Bart to the Center for a CT Scan for him.

Glad my day went so well.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Well,  it has been two weeks since my last radiation treatment and almost two weeks since my last chemo.    I still feel like I have been run through a wringer but am sure that as time passes, my body will start healing itself.

Tomorrow I see Dr. Aye and hopefully will hear that I don't need any more chemo.    Please pray that this is so.  I have lost the weight I regained and would like to get an appetite back again, so I can get some strength and start feeling better.

Nice warm day today.   Temps will drop 30 degrees tomorrow.   Talk about a roller coaster of a weather ride.

Dia dhuit

Mary

Felt a bit better overall today.     It has been almost two weeks since my last treatments and Dr. Smith said it would take that long    By the time I see her in two more weeks, I intend to feel close to normal.   Got to be good for Christmas.

I made the fudge today.   That was all I did today.    Tomorrow I will make the 7 layer cookies.   Then I will spend the week making those blasted Peanut Butter Buckeyes:)   Want to get my packages off by Dec 15th if I can. 

My decorations are going to be a bit sparse this year.   I am not entertaining big anyway.  I did put the Advent Calendar wall hanging up and have the candy canes hung on it.   That is at least festive and makes me feel proud.

A lovely day in the low 70's again.   With little wind it was so pleasant.   I have been taking Nicky for a short walk when I get the mail.   Good for him.    Good for me.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Still sore, but did feel better in the early part of the day.

Totally uneventful except that Suzi called and we had a nice visit and Bart stopped by for a bit in the late afternoon.

Tomorrow will be better, I know:)

Dia Dhuit

Mry

A day spent totally at home.   Didn't even see anybody except a few kids coming home from school who oohed and aahed over Nicky.    He loves young people so that was good.

I did have a break in the quiet when Eileen called and we had a good phone visit.   We never run out of conversation.   Go figure.

I do feel a bit better today.   Was able to eat a bit.   My chest is really sore this evening.    Each day should bring a bit of improvement now that I am a week beyond the chemo AND radiation.   At least this is a quiet week and I don't have any obligations or appointments.

Starting to think about Christmas.   I can't believe that Sunday is the first Sunday in Advent.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

I now know why I am so exhausted.    It seems my blood count is low so I am on antibiotics for a week.  That would explain a lot.   I also have a new medicine that may help my stomach pain.     Keep your fingers crossed.

I hate to be such a complainer.   I am not used to being sick and if God is trying to teach me patience, it isn't working:)

It was a lovely day in Oklahoma.   Up in the 70's.    I took Nicky out when I got the mail and got to visit with my neighbors Jarrod and Bill for a bit.      I have the best neighbors.    I would not hesitate to ask any of them for help.   A new neighbor will be moving in next to Jarrod on the weekend.   The house has been vacant for some time.

So    North Korea at it again!!!

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Well.   I am alone again.    Leslie and Bill left this morning for home and called when they got there so I know they are safe and sound.

I have not been feeling very well.    So will go to bed early tonight and hope that tomorrow will be better.    I know that it will just take time and healing.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Nora and Paul left at seven this morning.   It was so good to be able to spend some time with Nora.    It was over 5 years since we saw each other last.

The day was great.    Bill, Leslie and I just hung out and visited.    Bill did go to "his" coin shop and he brought me a present, an American Eagle coin.    I love it.

So a quiet day.  I LOVE having people to talk to.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

This will be short because, I am very tired.

Sorry I haven't posted for a couple of days, but on Wednesday, I was cooking all day.    On Thanksgiving, I baked and welcomed my houseguests.

I did tell you that Leslie and Bill and my granddaughter, Nora and her boyfriend, Paul are here for the holiday.    Paul and Nora have to leave tomorrow.    We have had a wonderful visit and catch up time.

All of us went to Adam and Alexia's home for Thanksgiving dinner yesterday.   A feast fit for kings with lots of love and lots of happy thankful people.    Lexie always has everybody say what they are thankful for before we eat on Thanksgiving.  Such a beautiful tradition.

Today, we spent with the "Kunert" family.   Bill and Leslie can stay until Monday.   Yea.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Only one more Chemo.   That will be in three weeks.    Dr. Aye said that there is some chance that I won't need it, but I don't know what that means.   I will see her next week when I have my next blood test.   It is a four hour commitment and the procedure left me so tired today.   At least I didn't have radiation too.

So the rest of the day was very quiet.   I rested the best I could.   

A couple of really special phone calls.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

This is a red letter day.     I got to ring the bell at the Cancer Center because I have completed all my radiation treatments.     Boy am I glad.   Now my body can start healing the burned parts and in three to four weeks, I will probably be able to eat without it hurting when I swallow.   

Had my consultation with the nurse with instructions for the next four weeks.   I will see Dr. Smith in four weeks.   Hopefully for a clean bill of health.  Don't need to do anything else or have any tests in between but need to call if something odd happens.

Tomorrow I see Dr. Aye and have my fifth Chemo.   Then there should be one more of them in three weeks.   I will find out tomorrow more details on that.

I had to take Nicky to the vet today.   He has developed a rash in his groin area again.   I took him on my way to radiation and they called me to pick him up (after shots, bath and etc) at one o Clock.   I am not sure if he has forgiven me yet.    He sure smells good and had medication for his allergies. 

Talked to Eileen today.   She is doing Thanksgiving.  She said she always does and likes it.   Probably like Mom did for many years.

It was a chilly day but the wind has died down a lot so with the sunshine, it was not unpleasant.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

I got to stay home all day today.    Boy, was that a relief, even if it does get a bit long sometimes.   As I say, Nicky is a good companion, but a poor conversationalist:)

I made the cranberry relish today.    You have to make it ahead and it lasts forever.    It also freezes well, if that becomes necessary.   I believe I will test it tomorrow when it has matured.   I do love that relish.

Yesterday, I felt squishy all day.   Today I felt pretty good.     The break in treatments really helps and I only have two next week, Monday and Tuesday.   Then that welcome three week break.  I figure my appetite will come back in a week or so and I can gain some of that weight back.

Did a bit of sewing today too.    Tomorrow, I intend to go to Mass, then do some more sewing.    At least I WANT to do things.  A good sign.

So until tomorrow.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

A busy day.

Radiation this morning.   Only 2 more to go.    YEA!!!!!!!!!  The last will be on Monday.   Then Tuesday I will have my 5th Chemo.    BUT when that is done, I should have three weeks without anything but blood tests each week.   That will give me a chance to heal.

The last Chemo is December 12, well before Christmas.   YEA!!!!!!!!again.

This afternoon, the Lawton Celtic club met.   There were 9 of us there this time.   We are slowly growing.   This time we discussed our DNA and Ancestors.    We are now meeting at the new Shamrock Pub in Lawton.   They are glad to have us.     Good food.    I had Shepherd's Pie.   I can't eat much but it was super excellent.    I will nosh on it for the next day or two.   Next month we are going to discuss Celtic Christmas traditions and I am bringing a Barm Brack to share.   Barm Brack is an Irish fruitbread that is wonderful for the holidays.


Tomorrow will be quieter.   I am glad.   Just radiation and shopping.   I am sore and ready to be home.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Had another lab test and another radiation treatment this morning.   Only four more radiation, the last on Monday.    Yea.    I am so tired.

Today was a very special day.   Jim and Michelle came down from OK City for a visit.   Hadn't seen them since Christmas so it was great to all catch up.    Bart came over.   Unfortunately, Barbara had to work.    They looked well but are facing some health problems, much like the rest of us.   We all vowed not to let this much time pass without seeing each other.   We live much too close to let that happen.

And we had such a good time.

We are planning on spending Christmas together again.    Family time.  Can everyone else come too:)

I also voted.  There was only one issue and I almost passed but the voting place is close and I had not to use my right to vote so I went on over at about 5PM.    Don't think the turnout was too big.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

What  a day.   Had a blood test and radiation this morning (only 5 more radiation to go) and a CT SCan this afternoon.    Tomorrow, hopefully, they can tell me why my tummy is hurting so much.

Tomorrow morning I am still scheduled for a lab test, but believe they will cancel that.   I have radiation at 9:30AM and hope they are on time as Jim and Michelle are coming late morning and Kerry is coming to clean at 10:30AM.

It was a nice day today.   No sunshine but after the morning chill the temperature was quite pleasant.   Nicky and I took a nice gentle walk.

Until tomorrow.

Dia DHuit

Mary

Well, tomorrow I will get  my CTScan FINALLY.     I have started taking my anti iodine pills already as prescribed.

I have lab tests in the morning and possibly a radiation treatment.    Who knows at this point.

Have had stomach pains most of the day but forced myself to eat.   Not much but at least I ate.

Hope I have more exciting news tomorrow.

I was at Bart and Barb's for supper tonight.   The Missionaries came to give Bart a blessing, so I asked for one too.   One can't get enough blessings in my book.

Dia dhuit

Mary

Was supposed to have my CTScan today, but they seemed to have missed the fact that I have an allergy to iodine and need to prepare for that, so after waiting an hour, I was sent home with a prescription and a new date of Monday at 3PM.     I have learned a valuable lesson.   Don't assume that your doctors know everything.   I will do my own followup from now on.

Ate a little better today.

Dia   dhuit

Mary

What a day.     My stomach hurt most of the day.   The doctors are scheduling a CTSCAN but need an "OK" from the insurance company.     So in the meantime,   I just hurt.    It is really hard to eat and I am supposed to be gaining weight.


Anyway, I found out I only have six more radiation treatments and they have put them off until Monday because my blood readings are  bit low.    So I have to EAT.

Well, I have four days to try to noodle myself.    Nicky is very clingy today.

My friend, Judy, brought me a prayer blanket.   I am so grateful.   It is a Packer Green and Gold.  

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Back on radiation again.  I am checking them off as I get them.   Only 11 more to go.    Tomorrow I will see Dr. Aye and have the final Chemo scheduled.  I think it will be on Dec. 12.   I will be done before Christmas.   Yea.    Then I can heal and get this metallic taste out of my mouth. 

Ick.

It is so annoying and I am supposed to EAT:)

I am still not quite adjusted to daylight savings time.   Nicky sure is not.   He is trying to tell me it is time to eat at 3PM.     Logic does not work, but he still has to wait.

Bart came by to visit this afternoon.  I am sure glad.   sometimes the days get mighty long.    We had a good visit.   

If I feel OK, I will go to the Writer's Club tomorrow evening.    Sure hope I do.   Worked on the wall hanging and finished my Christmas card.    So I AM doing something.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Felt awful most of the day.   Guess is is the leftovers from the Chemo that I had on Tuesday.   The effects do seem to hit a few days after the infusion.    Sure glad that I didn't have to go anywhere today.    I mainly slept but did some sewing and baking too.   I won't let the "bastard" get ME down.

Tomorrow is another quiet day.   I will go to mass in the morning and then see how things go.

I have changed my clocks.    Sure glad that some do themselves.    I am trying to stay up a bit later, but am SO tired.    I wake up after a couple of hours and have trouble getting back to sleep.   Trying to stay up that extra hour will be a challenge.  Nicky is not the most stimulating conversationalist.

Dia Dhuit

Mary


 

I am so glad that the weekend is upon us.   I am so SICK of going to the Cancer Center every day for the radiation treatment.     It leaves me exhausted and squishy feeling.

Two days to feel semi human again.   Only 12 more treatments.   Two weeks and two days.   The last day I will have another double up with chemo again.     Shuckens.   But this too is getting to an end.

I worked on a quilting project today.   Almost have the picture complete, then just need to get to a shop to get sizing and backing, if I don't have any in my stash.   I know I need sizing.

It was a lovely though cool day today.   Nicky and I are taking short walks now, if the weather is good.    Still not going around the block.   I think I would get too tired, but we go up a block and then back when we get the mail.     Good thing.  After all, I did get him to "walk me":)

Supposed to be up in the 80's for both tomorrow and Sunday.    Boy are we on a weather roller coaster.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Back to simple radiation only today.   I am still exhausted from the double chemo/rad  and should not have to do that ever again.   Should be done with all treatments, as I say, by mid December and be declared cancer free early in 2018.   Yea.    

Aside from the Rad treatment, it was a very quiet day.   Good thing as I took a two hour nap this afternoon.   I did switch out my Halloween and Thanksgiving decorations.   So something got done.

Tomorrow.  Same old, same old.   Radiation and whatever.

til then

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Halloween!!.

I survived my radiation/chemo double up OK.   It took five hours.    I got there on time at 9:30AM.  They were running behind so it was 10AM before they took my blood for Labs.   Then I was late,  10:30 when they got me back to the Chemo place.    BUT they don't have enough people in the lab and it was 12:30 or later when they finally started the infusions.     I wasn't home until 2:30PM.   They tell me to EAT then keep me prisoner over lunch hour.   Go figure.

So the whole day is shot as I have little or no strength for anything.   6PM to 8PM I have to be ON for the trick or treat kids.   So far I have had three sets.  It is 6:30PM already but I imagine the last hour will be the busiest. 

Til tomorrow

Dia Dhuit

Mary

It was a cool but lovely day here in Lawton OK>

I went to the 8:30AM mass and joined friends for coffee and donuts in the hall afterwards.    Saw my friend Pam for the first time in weeks.  Seems she was not feeling well about the time I started back to church.    Go figure.

Gave Nicky a bath today.    He was getting a bit doggy smelly.    He doesn't seem to mind baths.   I remember  that Zero used to just hate them and would cower in terror at the word.

Aside from that, just rested.   I am feeling  somewhat tired and "frayed".

Well I am almost half way through all of the chemo AND radiation.   Should be done before Christmas.  Yeaaaaa.


Dia Dhuit

Mary

Had to go to a funeral this morning.   Very sad.   A man I met through the Quilt Guild was killed in an electrical accident, helping a friend.    Much to young, and much to soon.  

The rest of the day I just did some sewing, napping and general puttering around.   There is so much to be done after my months of inertia.   I have to remember that it doesn't all have to be done at once:)

Four of my Celtic Friends called me on their way back from IBAM.   What a joy to talk to them.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

A day of accomplishment.

I now have 13 of the 30 radiation treatments under my belt.   On Halloween I will be half way through.   I am feeling kind of sore in my trachea and tummy but will get through this.  

I took my car in for service today.   My van is 5 years old and only has 26000 miles on it.   I like it.  

Worked on a quilting project today.   I am getting a bit of motivation back these days.

Talked to Dolores today.    I am so blessed to have so many people who care about me.   

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Too much to do today, but it worked since I was able to take a nap this afternoon.

Just got back from Holy Family's bible study dinner.   That was fun.   I need to get out or the house in social settings when I can.   Good to visit and share a meal with good people.

I am exhausted, however, so will be going right to bed.   Nicky is trying to tell me that it is time:)

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Very busy day

Lab and radiation.

Then Nora and Leif came and we went out for lunch and then stopped by to see Bart.  It is always so fun spending time with them.   We never run out of conversatin.

Finally, Writers Club this evening.  Hadn't been since July so was really glad to get back.   There were four of us.    We should figure out how to stimulate more interest.   I would personally like a poet or two.

Tomorrow will be just as busy.

Dia dhuit

Ready for bed

Mary

Man cutting slate at the slate mine exhibit in Caearmartin Wales.    One of those almost lost arts.




Well, back to radiation today.     I told them about my stomach pain and have a new medication that I have started taking.   Sounds like it is to neutralize everything.    I just hope it works.

Stopped to see Bart on my way home.   He is really experiencing a lot of pain in that shoulder but seemed a bit better today than yesterday.   Healing hurts sometimes.   But hopefully the repairs are true and the pain will be gone!!!

Tomorrow will be having lunch with Nora and Leif.    I am so looking forward to that.

Radiation and lab test in the morning.   But will be home WELL before noon.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Suzi, Me and Helen in our matching sweatshirts.   Aren't we the cutest girls you ever did see?

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Just got back from Abby's birthday party at the Hong Kong Buffet.   That was fun.    Timothy and Amber were here with Augie,  so all three of Bart and Barb's grandchildren, my great grandchildren were there.  

Am very tired.    Was pretty busy today around the house.   I am trying to eat more but it is not easy.  I seem to be doing OK again.   It is hard to eat when one is not hungry and one's stomach hurts.  I am sure the latter is the radiation.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Well, I got a couple of pictured posted.   Now I need to work on getting groupings.   And it is still such a chore.   I MISS PICASA.  

Radiation this morning.  Now I get two days off.   Stopped to see Bart on my way home.  He looks really good for all the work they did on him.  Now he needs to heal.

The rest of the day was reasonably quiet.   Next week is very busy, as is the weekend.  Tomorrow is my Great Grandaughter, Abby's birthday.   Will be going to her party.   She is quite a girl.    Tim and his family will be here also so I will see all of my grand and great grandchildren from Barbara this weekend.   Yea.

Have a great weekend.

Dia Dhuit
Mary

Suzi and Me at the Roman Baths with Cesar himself!!!!

The Roman Baths in Bath England

The surgery took longer than expected, BUT was a success.   They put in two screws and did the necessary repairs.

Bart and Barb are on their way home.

Thanks for the prayers and keep good thoughts as they wend their way home.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Two very busy days.  

Yesterday, I had my radiation followed by a consultation with Dr. Smith, my radiation doctor.   I was able to clarify some questions that I have had about the treatments and the effects.   Apparently, the fact that my tummy is sore often is a result of these treatments.   All I can do is treat the effects with Tums and Pepcid.

I did join my Bible study group for the first time in three months.  Sure glad to be back with that group of people.    They are part of the prayers that have been keeping me afloat.


Bart and Barb went to the city yesterday for his preop.  He went into surgery shortly after lunch today.   Haven't heard what happened as of yet.   They were hoping to be able to scope the repairs which would make it much less invasive.

Nicky and I spent last night at their house so the critters would not be alone.    I went over again about 10:30AM to let them out again.   If I don't hear before my garage door repairman (who is supposed to be here between 4PM and 5PM and it is that now) is done, I will go and let them out again.

Today, I had radiation this morning, took care of critters, then at 2PM went to the new Irish Pub called Shamrocks for the Irish club meeting.    We had a great group of 9 including two new people.   Wow.   We discussed Halloween.   I brought my usual carved rutabaga Jack O Lantern.   

The weeks are getting so busy.   Tomorrow I just have the radiation treatment so intend to start sending pictures of Wales and England.   I have instructions from Leslie and she will be available for help if I get stuck.

Glad to be home!

Dia Dhuit

Mary

water wheel

Water Wheel test
This is the water wheel (A device that keeps water out of mines) in Caernarfon Wales at the slate mine.    This is no longer a working mine, but is open as a tourist attraction.    We saw demonstrations of the slate cutting.   WOW.

This is a very large wheel.   I have also seen the Laxey Wheel on the Isle of Mann.,   The Laxey Wheel also known as Lady Isabella is the largest working wheel in the world.

Too much today.

Had radiation at 9:30AM.    Easy enough.   Came home to meet Kerry to let her in to clean the house.

Then at about noon, I went for lab tests at the Cancer Center and a consultation with Dr. Aye.  She answered several questions that I had and gave me a couple of prescriptions.     I took them to Walgreens and they said they would be ready by 3PM.

So I drove to Bart and Barb's to let the dogs out as the kids were in OK City to consult about Bart's shoulder.    (All went well there.   He will probably have the surgery within the week.   He sounds very optimistic.)      

Then things went wrong.   When I got to Walgreens, I found that one of the prescriptions had been issued in someone else's name!!!!   So I had to take it back to the Center and get a corrected one.   By the time I got through with all this mess, it was almost 5PM.    Poor little old me did not even get a nap today.   

I saw the Goodyear Blimp in the sky today.   Tomorrow I am going for a close up look with my neighbor, Lee.   How nice of him to ask me.     The Blimp is visiting the Goodyear Plant here in Lawton.

My creative juices are starting to move.  I have been doing a bit of sewing on a wall hanging and decorated for Halloween.

Have a great evening

Dia Dhuit

Mary

It was a good day.

I went to Mass this morning for the first time in over a month.   I can't tell you how much I missed it.  

The Knights of Columbus were having a pancake breakfast.   Guess who went and saw a lot of friends and got caught up.    Now I will be able to go every week.

The rest of the day was quiet.  I got calls from friends and was feeling a bit creative, so things are improving.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

A quiet day at home.    I had purchased a pie pumpkin, so today I cooked it and now have the  pumpkin needed for a batch of pumpkin Decadent cupcakes and a pumpkin pie.   I also toasted the seeds.

Felt pretty good today.  Guess the Chemo effects are pretty much gone.

It was a beautiful day in Oklahoma, up into the 80's.   We are cooling down for the next few days and may even get some rain tonight.

I am planning on going to church tomorrow.  I really miss being there but just have not been able to face those hard pews.   But I am bringing a pillow tomrrow:)

Dia dHuit

Mary

Well, here we are, the end of a week.   Friday the 13th.  

I am trying to get pictures in but keep getting an error.   Any suggestions? 

Today I had my third radiation treatment.   They are just uncomfortable because one has to hold still with one's arms over your head.   I felt a bit goofy from Tuesday's Chemo.   I am still not throwing up or losing hair so I am just trying to rest myself through the tired and icky feelings.  And am grateful for that.


 I will keep trying to copy and paste pictures which is all I know.   I miss Picasa.   I could do anything with that.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Today was the first of 30 radiation treatments.   The first one takes a bit longer but the rest should go quickly.   It was painless.   The hardest part is holding still while they do the zapping.  The big thing will be going every week day. 

I felt pretty good most of the day, as has been common the day after Chemo.  But this afternoon, I can feel myself fading fast,    Just want to get through to bedtime and hopefully will sleep tonight.    With this combination of chemo drag AND jet lag, I am exhausted.  Why can't I sleep?

Got all my mail delivered from the stop mail.   Got bills to pay tomorrow.   Had a LOT of junk mail to throw away also.

Glad the next 5 days are fairly quiet as I need to recover from Chemo.    I was told there would be three chemo treatments but another one showed up in three weeks on my schedule.   Will check on that with Dr. Aye on Tuesday when i have my lab tests.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

A medical day.  I had to be at the Cancer Center for my third Chemo this morning at 9:45AM.   

It was endless.   They were short people in the lab, so the start of the actual chemo after the bloodtest was TWO hours rather than about 45 minutes.  Then they added on an infusion to bring my calcium level down which meant that I was not done until close to two PM.    I was exhausted.

Then I called my GP about a miner problem which I was concerned about.  She had me come in this afternoon and was able to tell me that is IS miner.    Thank God.  I don't need any other health problems and will not go into it.

Tomorrow I start my 30 days of radiation therapy.   I am picking Bart up at 8AM and we are going to breakfast.   It has been determined that his shoulder injury is a severe break and he will have to have surgery to correct it.    Why the initial XRay did not show this, I am not sure.   But he should not drive any more than necessary.  But if I feel tired or weak, he can take over.    Two halves make a Whole, RIGHT?

Guess That is all.   Enouth, Right!

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Hi Again!!! I am back from my trip to England/Wales intact.   It was wonderful.  There were 25 people n the tour.  We had a wonderful tour director in Amanda who is a resident of Wales and our driver, Charlie, who reminded me every time I started to leave the bus without my cane.    I am not used to it but am better now.

FYI:   I don't need it around the house or for short "jaunts" but I found it invaluable for the longer walk abouts and it is not a bad idea to just have it there to lean on if I get tired.    It is a breathing thing.  Getting better but I need to keep building lung capacity

On Tuesday I have my last scheduled Chemo for this session and on Wednesday I start radiation.   I am supposed to be retired, I feel like I have a job now as I will be going for chemo every weekday.  (Not on weekends however.)

Nicky was sure glad to have me back.   I am so blessed to have a creature that loves me as much as he does.    I won't be leaving him again until April when I will go to the Wild Game Dinner AND the Celtic Women Conference.

The trip was so informative and fun.   We wandered around Stonehenge, Windsor Castle, The Roman Baths, and took a river cruise in London.   One of our fellow travelers wants my poetry books and paid me to send them.   I am so delighted.  She said she is going to order my cookbook on Amazon.   Any of you that don't have it look up my name or Schlitzhagen and Green Meatballs and you can order it.

My drive from Plano Texas to home was uneventful and easy.  I know that I am still viable.  Thank you Nora and Leif for putting me up and transporting me to the airport .   I don't know if you know it but time spent with you and Bing and Stenn was a BIG part of my vacation.

I WILL figure out how to send pictures.  Stenn discovered that my phone pictures actually tell me the location of the picture.   Things were blurring and now my phone is helping me:)

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Yesterday I got lab tests and saw Dr. Aye, my oncologist.   That is the doctor you met, Bill S.    She was surprised that I was alone but Bart's shoulder was really hurting and I figured I could handle it.   The tests are fine.   I will miss one week of labs as I will be in Great Britain (YEA) but Dr. Aye said that was OK.   I will also have my third Chemo right after I get back.

I am feeling pretty good, considering.   I am tired but the pains of healing in my chest are a bit less.   Even the rainy weather we are experiencing is not aggravating the pain.

Today I did most of my packing.   I will be leaving for Plano tomorrow at about 10AM and was trying to not really alert Nicky of my intentions:)    He knows something is up and has spent quite a bit of the day snubbing me.    He will be able to be with Bart and Barb this time and he does love that so I really don't feel sorry for him.   

Bart and Barb had me over for supper tonight.   Barb make soup and a delicious brownie dessert.   She is such a good cook.   Marlies was there too.    So we had a nice family evening to see me off.    Marlies will be going to Germany shortly after I get back.   We are a couple of traveling people.

Well,  You probably won't hear from me.   If I DO get into a position where I can post, I will but don't plan on it.   Suzi and I will be enjoying all we can of the trip and I will update when I get back.   I promise to figure out how to post some pictures too.

Take care of you while I am gone.  I love you all.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Nicky had his followup on his allergy problem.   He is doing very well.   He still has some pills to finish and will need a little bit of ointment in his ears.  Dr Firorllo said that he has been having more allergy patients in the past weeks.   Must be something out there.

I am pretty much ready for the trip.  Trying to rest as much as possible and still get myself ready for being "out in the world."

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Yesterday was rather busy..   Bart took me shopping so I could have most everything I need for the Wales tour on Thursday and that wore me out.

Aside from that, I am feeling pretty good.   My mornings are a bit shaky but I still have not vomited and my body seems to be almost settled down after the second chemo.

Today I stayed home all day.  Would have liked to go to church, but those pews last week left me in so much pain that I had to really struggle to make it through communion.   Judy brought me the sacrament on Friday.   I am so blessed.

I am sorting clothes, and meds and STUFF on the spare bed for packing on Wednesday.   The trouble is always to realize that one does not need as much as you think you might.

Warm again today and we are supposed to get rain.   Just hope it is not raining still on Thursday when I drive to Plano.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Bret actually made it to his River home last night at about 8PM.   He said it was just clear sailing and conditions were perfect.   So glad he was here.   I miss him but we will not let so much time pass again before seeing each other one way or another.

Richard and Brenda called last night.   So good to talk to them, they always cheer me up.

Had a rather rough morning.  Still not throwing up but I don't feel well in the mornings.   I took the nausea pills and just rested.   Things were much better by afternoon again.    We'll see how tomorrow goes.   Sure glad that I don't have any responsibilities but me and Nicky.

We are still warm but it is supposed to cool down next week.   Of course, then I will be on my way to Wales.   Yea.   Please cross your fingers that I keep doing well.   At this point, I feel confident that though I will have to not be my usual do EVERYTHING NOW self, I will be able to really enjoy the trip.    Perhaps I will even see more than I usually do:)

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Bret left in the wee hours of the morning today.   I will miss him.  So blessed to have my him here and have him be able to spend time with his brother - the three of us together.

I can't begin to tell you how proud I am of my boys.

Hopefully the next time Bret comes we can "vacation" and see some of the wonderful things Oklahoma has to offer.  I hope he can bring his Janet.

I have come through the second Chemo pretty well.  Felt kind of goofy this morning but took the nausea pills and slept most of the morning.   I am hanging in there.   I have a whole week to get my strength back before the Wales tour.   I will be just fine.   I don't have to take care of anybody but me and Nicky.  That is manageable.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Sorry I haven't posted, but my Bret has been here since Saturday and I have been just enjoying being with him amid the big C stuff.

He was here with me for my second Chemo yesterday.   People are right.  It  is stronger.   I have not been REALLY nauseated but don't feel great either.   The morning was rather rough.  They say the second day is worse.   I hope they are wrong.   But at any rate, I am OK.   And only one more (scheduled Chemo) anyway.   The radiation will start right after the last chemo in early October.   I will have 30   (ICH) 30 radiation treatments - every day except weekends in a row.  Then they will reevaluate.  

Oh well.   I'll just have to beat this thing and I will have my England/Wales trip to muse on during those 30 days.

Thank you all for the good vibes.  I promise to be better about posting but having Bret here and seeing my boys together has been a real joy for me.   I feel truly blessed.    And having all of you in back of me is priceless.

Love you

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Home all day.    That is nice.   I did have contact with real people throughout the day which is even nicer.

My Bret is leaving Arizona tomorrow and will be here sometime on Sunday.  I can hardly wait to hug him.   I am making his favorite meal (Swedish Meatballs) tomorrow and we will have a family gathering at my home on Sunday afternoon/evening to celebrate his arrival.

I am so glad that he will be here for my second round of chemo.   He and Bart can hang out while I get the treatment, something they have not been able to to these past years much.

I am so blessed to have kids who LIKE ME:)

Nicky is much better.   He is a good boy about taking his meds and doesn't smell so bad any more.   I still remember Dick saying "Is he really worth that much money" when we got the vet bills.  Of course, with that twinkle in his eye as we would to anything within reason for our pet friends.  He would how lost I would be without my sweet Nicky.  I am so glad that the allergies are abating.  His scratching was driving me nuts.

I am planning on going to Mass for the first time in weeks on  Saturday.   Pray that this will work.  Bret is bringing over a stadium cushion which might help.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Heat is returning to Oklahoma after three weeks of fairly mild temperatures.  It is 6:30PM and still 93Degrees in Lawton!

I had a lot of things to do today but still seemed to have empty hours.

Bart came over this morning and helped me give Nicky a bath to help get rid of his allergies.   He is a nice doggie, just looking at us kind of plaintively, wondering why we are doing these things to him:)

The rash is much better.  The shots the Vet gave really helped and he is getting meds to finish the healing.

I went to the post office this afternoon to mail Suzi her "share" of the CIE information.   Since I was out, I picked up the last things I need for when
Bret is here.  

I am so looking forward to his visit.  

Dia dhuit

Mary

Kind of sore today.

It was a quiet good day.  We were up into the 90s in temps. Not bad.  The only errands I had were the bank and Walgreens.    Bart came by for a visit this morning.  He is walking.   Good thing.

I think I MAY have gained a pound or two in the past few day.   Cross your fingers.

Kind of keep myself busy, but my mind is much more active than my body:)
Dia Dhuit

Mary

Boy, have I been a lazy blogger the past three days.   

Spending the blog time visiting with Leslie and Bill while I still had them here:)   They left early yesterday morning and are home safe and sound with their kitties.

What a great visit.  And Bret will be here this weekend.   Am I blessed, or what.    It is really a help for Bart and Barb too.    All three of us are fighting our physical problems and it is nice that they don't have to worry about me when someone is here.

I went for my lab tests today.  Guess they are OK as I didn't hear anything.   Took Nicky to the Vet today too because he has been frantically scratching himself for a couple of weeks or more.   He has allergies and now has a fortune in meds that he needs to take.   He also got two shots for some immediate relief.   I actually think it is helping already. 

My left rib cage area is still quite sore.    I am eating the best I can and hope that the additional calories will help speed the healing.  I am at very least maintaining and may have gained a couple of pounds.

I bought myself a Dairy queen mini Blizzard for my dessert tonight.  Yippee

My niece Vikki called this morning to check on me.    I am worried about her actually.  She broke some ribs a couple of weeks ago and still has to work.  So pray for my girl.

Anyway  - I did not feel very well all morning but as the day wore on, I am improving.   Must remember not to get too excited and let the healing continue.

Patience is a hard lesson.

Dia DHuit

Mary

Obviously having company make me forget blogger.:)

I am feeling OK.  My ribs are still sore and I do wear out quite quickly.  I has been so good having Leslie and Bill here.  Bill took care of several things that needed to be done.  Some of them I CAN usually do but in "my condition" should not BE doing.   How blessed am I to have people just pop in and take up the slack?

Our weather has been lovely and I try to get out, even if just to the mailbox, at least once a day.

I wish my ribs would stop hurting.  Only time and healing will take care of that.   I am a tough "Chick" as they say and will get through this.

Love you all.  I feel all your support and you have no IDEA what your calls and cards have meant to me.

All is good  (or will be)

Dia Dhuit
Mary

Stayed home all day today.

Tried Ambien to sleep last night.   It only worked for four hours.   That was more sleep than I have been getting so I guess I should be grateful.   I remember the old days when I would put my head on the pillow an wake up in the morning.

Fr. Phil came to visit me today.    We had a nice visit and then he gave me a healing blessing.   I am so glad that my parish is so nurturing.    

We had the Kunert SpinachEggCheese Casserole tonight

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Bill took me to see my Oncologist, Dr. Aye, today.   I had my lab tests and am down some on white cells so need an antibiotic.     She also was kind enough to prescribe sleeping aids and renew my pain meds.

I AM much better with the pain but am still uncomfortable and am really having trouble sleeping.

We enjoyed a really good stir fry for supper.  Easy for me to eat.  Dr. Aye says that I HAVE  to gain weight and should drink at least two Ensure or Boost a day.    I will do that.   It is not easy as I do not like them but I need to get better at any cost.   Well at most costs and a Boost a day or so will not kill me.

Will it?

Dia Dhuit

Mary

A pretty quiet day.

Leslie and Bill took me out for lunch. 

Bart and Barb had us over at their home for Barb's Taco Soup.  

Even that exhausted me but I am fine and will go to bed early tonight.

Love you all

Mary

Leslie and Bill are here.   I am so glad to have someone in the house.

I am feeling much better also.  The pain is reduced and I can breath much better.

Love

Mary

Well yesterday I did overdid it.

I went to the radiology clinic and then decided I could stop for a few groceries on the way home.   Big mistake.    The left side of my chest got so sore and I had so much trouble getting air in that Bart had to take me to emergency.

I AM OK but learned that I can't do anything but rest for the foreseeable future.  Got home at about 8PM last night and spent most of today sleeping.

A valuable lesson.   I am SICK and might as well admit it:)

It will be OK.   I am so glad that Leslie and Bill are coming to help.  It will give Bart and Barb a break and will be nice to have someone in the house.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Allelulia.

I am weak as a newborn kitten BUT do not feel at all nauseated.   I am SO grateful.   I am even able to eat quite well, though I did learn quickly to avoid spicy.

Tomorrow morning I will consult with the radiology doctor.   I told some of you that I know that his last name is Ziegler.    Isn't it funny how comforting such a thing as a name can be when a person is kind of nervous.   Just like having a Packer fan for a surgeon:)

George and Betsy are still safe and sound .  I heard today from Nora who called to check on me.
Altogether a good day

Dia Dhuit
Mary

So.   I  have survived my first Chemo treatment.   Went in this morning at 9:30AM and was home at about 1:30PM.    (They keep telling me to eat and then fill up eating times with appointments:)

I am quite weak.   I am just resting.   BUT so far I have not experienced any nausea or other symptoms that I was cautioned to be aware of.   So I am willing to spend the next couple days weak and resting.

I am more worried about my Bart.   He had all of his upper teeth removed this afternoon at the dentist.   Poor guy has had so MANY teeth problems.   At least once the replacement dentures are in, he will not hurt.

Also worried about George and Betsy.   At this point, no news is good news as they were fine on Sunday and are in communication with Eileen.   Poor Houston, they cannot get a break.   I cannot even fathom 48 inches of rain.

Leslie and Bill are going to come to stay with me on Saturday and stay for a week.  It will be good to have someone in the house as I do get so tired and weak.    Bart and Barb could use a little break too. Barb and I were musing the other day as to how so much is difficult health wise with all three of us right now.

I am so happy that they are coming.

Dia Dhuit

Mary 

  

We are experiencing a beautiful day here in Lawton OK.    I wish I could send half of it to my brother George and his wife, Betsy who are in Richmond TX.

I called yesterday and they were hunkered down and really felt that they could ride Harvey out.   But things are no better and sound even worse.   I am praying and hope all of you will also. 

Tomorrow I will have my first chemo infusion.   New experience.    I usually like new experiences but am not happy about this one.   However - it is the road I must take to be healed, and healed I will be!!!!     

I am still receiving cards of encouragement and cals from friends and relatives daily.   How blessed am I.

Bart and Barb stopped by after her doctor appointment to help me make my bed.   I just wanted clean sheets tomorrow after the chemo.    We had a visit before they headed home to crash.

So.  Pray for me in the morning.  

Dia Dhuit

Mary

HI

Yesterday, Dr. Trachte put the medi-port in my left upper chest.   I was just too tired and sore to post last night.

Barbara and I had to laugh today.  She has been reminding me to use my left hand because of the surgery on my right side.   Now what do I do:)

I was very uncomfortable and having trouble getting air in for a while yesterday and during the night,   BUT after a good afternoon nap, I am feeling much better.    As Dad would say.   "I might live." 

My neighbor and Celtic friend Robbi walked down to visit me this afternoon.   I love company so that was a pleasure.   She is an amazing woman.

I am watching the coverage of the devastation from Hurricane Harvey.   When I see some of the trees literally toppeled overe with the roots exposed I am reminded of my childhood.

We lived near a woods.   We played in that woods.   At least a couple of times there were storms bad enough that they toppeled some of those OLD BIG trees in the woods.   We would go out to play and use those old root bases for forts and shelter.   What a childhood.   My "woods" is now all houses.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Another busy day.    I saw my surgeon, Dr. Trachte, this morning.   He is pleased with my progress and says that I CAN drive if I want to.  

Bart will still come with me to doctor appointments as they seem to involve more intense treatments AND it doesn't hurt to have a couple of sets of ears and eyes knowing what is happening.

Tomorrow I will get the "port" implanted in my upper chest so that they can give me the chemo treatments through that rather than a new source of entry every time. 

My first Chemo is on Tuesday.   I have FIVE different prescriptions ready for any possible reaction.  Whew.

Well, I don't usually get the reactions they mention for meds.   Maybe I will luck out:)


Until tomorrow

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Another Day another Medical professional:)

Today, Bart took me to the Cancer Center at CMM for my instructions on what will be coming up and expected of me starting next Tuesday when I will get my first Chemo treatment for this cancer thing that is inside me.

A wonderful nurse sat with me and went through reams of paper  - instructions and information - on what will happen and what could possible be expected.   I now have four thick folders of STUFF.   I will start my own library soon.   I AM really glad they do this.   At least a person has some idea what to expect.   After all, they will be trying to destroy evil cells in my body and it is not a pretty sight.

Tomorrow, I will see my surgeon and then am free until Monday when I will have my consultation with my radiologist.   I need both chemo and radiation.

I will be having chemo every three weeks and it works out perfectly with the England/Wales trip.  Now if we can get the radiation to work as well.

Dia dhuit

Mary

An appointment with Dr. Aiku, my family practitioner, today.   She is pleased with how far I can come and repeated the mantra that I keep hearing.   EAT!!!   I am maintaining since I am home, but still am not really adding any pounds to me.    I keep trying.  Tonight I am going to eat a pork chop, corn and sliced tomato.   I had most of a burrito for lunch and am starting to drink Boost or Ensure to add calories and carbs. 

Tomorrow, I go to a class at the Cancer Center to learn about the chemo treatments and what is going to happen.   I am glad they do that.  I feel so lost in all of this medical stuff.  

I did ask if I could drive, but she said that I would have to have gone through Chemo and know how I am going to react to that stuff.   I hate being dependent on others but love that others are willing to LET me be dependent on them.   How blessed am I?

Dia dhuit

Mary

I slept through the eclipse.  

Had appointment with the oncologist which took HOURS.   By the time I got home all I could think of was food and rest.   I did both and am not sorry that I missed the event.  There will be pictures of it all over for weeks.  I will just enjoy them.

The next couple of weeks will be getting into the treatment part of my cancer.  Since I will be able to still to to ENGLAND/WALES I figure that it is all just a logistics thing.  RIGHT.   Just say Right.

Tomorrow I see my general practicioner.    Then the next day classes on what is involved in the chemo, then Thursday, my surgeon.  So by Friday, I MAY know what is happening in my life:)

Dia dhuit

Mary

A sunny warm day in Oklahoma.

I was home all day.  Still can't drive and though I know I could have gotten someone to drive me to and from church, the thought of sitting an hour in those hard pews for an hour, I knew was NOT a good thing.   Also I am still quite weak.

Got to remember, I am recovering from surgery and I am NOT 50 years old any more:)

This week will be busy.   Will be seeing the Oncologist on Monday and get a plan for the chemo and radiation therapy that comes next.   Then Tuesday, I will see Dr. Aiku, my family physician for the miscellaneous help I am sure I need.   I DO have some questions.   Finally, on Thursday, I will have a followup with Dr. Trachte,, my surgeon.  

So anyway, home all day.  Bart hurt his shoulder the other day and is resting for the week ahead as he is my chauffeur.   Barb has a sinus infection and is trying to heal.   I worry about her, she is rather run down and susceptible.   I hope this day of total rest will help.  Wish she could have an extra day or two thrown in.

Nothing exciting happened.  Nicky and I alone, lead a pretty quiet life.

Til tomorrow

Dia Dhuit

Mary

A hot muggy day in Oklahoma.

I am really glad that I have not gotten too excited about the eclipse.  I will just try to enjoy the dimming of the skies and the obvious phenomenon.    One of my grandsons and his wife are going to one of the really big points.   Will be exciting to hear of their experiences.  

Also the  Powerball keeps growing.  I ALWAYS get a ticket to the Powereball in Dick's memory.  I use the "lucky numbers" that he chose for us 25 or so years ago.   Someday they WILL come up.  I will probably be long gone:)

It has been a busy day.  I talked to so many of  my friends and supporters.   I can't begin to tell you how blessed I feel with all the cards, calls, and well wishes that arrive each  day.

Monday I am seeing the Oncologists to determine a plan of chemo and radiation to get rid of this nasty thing that is still remaining in my chest.  I am so blessed, also, to be in a system that is offering care and plans to cure me.   I must be patient.   Not one of my great suites:)   Maybe, as one of my friends said, this is the lesson I must learn:)

Bless all of you.    I am so grateful for your support.

Dia dhuit

Mary

A truly lovely day.

Thanks for all the prayers and good vibes.   My joints don't hurt at all.

I am still, of course, healing and the right side of my ribs and lungs is sore, BUT I can now take a deep breath without a great deal of pain.   Am I lucky, or blessed, or both, or WHAT!!!.

Today was the Lawton Celtic Meeting.  There were five of us.  Patty gave a presentation on Yeats for us.   Boy is he an interesting person and I love his poetry.

Lake Isle of Inisfree

W. B. Yeats, 1865 - 1939

I will arise and go now, and go to Innisfree,
And a small cabin build there, of clay and wattles made:
Nine bean-rows will I have there, a hive for the honey-bee;
And live alone in the bee-loud glade.

And I shall have some peace there, for peace comes dropping
     slow,
Dropping from the veils of the morning to where the cricket
     sings;
There midnight’s all a glimmer, and noon a purple glow,
And evening full of the linnet’s wings.

I will arise and go now, for always night and day
I hear lake water lapping with low sounds by the shore;
While I stand on the roadway, or on the pavements grey,
I hear it in the deep heart’s core.

I had phone calls from friends and family.  Barbara Sadler, and Joanne Huehns, who have been  friends since GRADE SCHOOL called today.     Joanne, just as my Celtic friends were leaving.

So a busy day.  

Bless you all and I love you all

Dia dhuit

Mary

My Gosh --- It has been almost a month since I posted!!!!

Guess I have been distracted - Tee Hee

Well,   It has been a busy month with surgery and all.    But I am feeling a little better the past two days.    Did I tell you that my joints don't hurt at all?   The reason that I was going to have the scope of my knee,  the reason they did the pre op and found the stupid (YES STUPID) tumor in my lung, has completely gone away.    Believe me, I am NOT complaining about that part. 

I am working very hard on resting, eating and just trying to build strength.   Next Monday, I see the oncologist to get a plan for chemo/radiation in place.    Tuesday, I see my general practitioner, Dr. Aiku to get her input. and then on Thursday, I will consult again with my surgeon, Dr. Trachte.   So by the end of next week we should have a plan in place for the treatment of the remaining cancer in my lymph glands.   

Dr. Trachte said that I CAN go to London/Wales in early October and the Oncology department knows this so I intend to go on living until I am healed.  Then I will REALLY go on living.   How's that!!!  for a plan.

I'll try to post regularly now.  I need order in my life, and you guys are such a part of that:)

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Another REALLY hot day.

Guess this is the case throughout most of the midwest.   I must remember that I am in Oklahoma and it IS summer.

I find that I am really tired.    Probably not getting the oxygen that I should.   But I plunged through the day and just tried to get things ready for the four to six days that I will be "out of commission" after the surgery on Wednesday.   The main thing is that those who are important to me know.  I am getting so much support that I feel enveloped in love.   Thank you all.

Dia dhuit

Mary

With all of these health problems, I will be less likely to be posting.  Just so you know.

We were over 100degrees and will continue to be triple digits for the next couple of days.   My plants are dying because I am so lethargic from this stupid mass in my lung, that I am not getting out to water and trim like I should.    I hate sick.   Dr. Trachte, my Green Bay Packer Fan Doctor, is going to take the mass out next Wednesday.    We could wait for a biopsy and some chemo, but as Dr. Trachte pointed out the Mass has to come out under any circumstances.    Let's get rid of the thing then treat any residual malignancy or problems.     I WANT THAT THING OUT OF ME!!!!!!!!!

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Hot again.

I thought I had better post even if I have no news. (Weekend)   

I have been just trying to stay ahead of the pain.  Some days better than others.   Poor Nicky still cannot figure out why I do not take him out for walks.  

All else is well.    I am going to start hounding my health care providers at 8AM tomorrow morning.   Hope they are ready.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Well.  Another HOT day.   In the high 90s.

I went out only once, after lunch to go to the bank and buy the things I was missing to make a batch of chili.

I heard from my favorite nurse, Debra, and from Humana, my insurance company that my process has been approved.   I expect to hear tomorrow that I will get my PETSCAN and  biopsy early next week.   Debra is working So hard for me.


Dia Dhuit

Mary

Still playing the waiting game.    I called Humana and got a different story from the doctor.  So I called the doctor back and they cannot proceed until they get confirmation on THIS event from Humana.    So I am pickle in the middle.

Debra from the doctor's office promised to contact Humana in the morning and try to get things going.    If I can just get a good night's sleep.   Last night was hell.

Bart stopped by this afternoon with our Abby for a visit.   A bright light in my day.



Pray for some answers and appointments for tomorrow!!!!!

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Waiting is the hardest thing to do.    If I have not heard anything by noon tomorrow, I am going to make some calls myself to see what is the delay.

Wouldn't be so bad but this all started three weeks ago when they delayed my knee scoping because of a "shadow" on the lung.     Good thing, actually as there is a mass.   But NOW there were delays because of holidays, weekends and WAITING FOR HUMANA TO APPROVE THE NEXT STEP!!!!  What do they think?

Woke up to RAIN.    Good timing actually.   Tru Green was out on Saturday and Dan mowed on Friday so my lawn is leaping for joy:)

Talked to Dolores yesterday and Nora today.   It means SO much to have conversations during the day.  Miss my condo buddies for that:) 

Went to the 8:30 Mass in the rain.  Came out to sunshine,  wearing my raincoat and carrying my umbrella.   Better to be prepared.

Nicky is accepting that the backyard is his to use as a bathroom.   He is not happy about it but I am afraid to take him for long walks when my knees hurt this much and I am so unsteady.   I gave the doctor's a deadline as I AM going to England and Wales in late September!

I am tired all the time but am working on getting black cow shapes for my wall hanging.   Sound weird but I have this vision and Dick used to say - "OH no.   Mary's got a vision."   (because it had to get done:) (At least in my mind.)

So.   Stay Well.

Until we meet again!

Dia Dhuit

Mary

It is July in Oklahoma and HOT.   My thermometer shows 103 -  I know it registers high but it still is HOT.  There was a lot of humidity today so my knees and joints hurt all day.    I keep asking Bart where this dry hot weather I was promised is:)     I don't want to wish for that either because that means drought.   Which Oklahoma has finally recovered from.

I tried to do stuff, then rest, then do stuff.   Got my wash done, folded and put away.    Cut out the cow silhouette for my wall hanging project. 

This afternoon, I saw Dr. Toy.   Told him my knee woes.   Will see him in two weeks and he wants to get a copy of my PET Scan when I get it.


Dia Dhuit

Mary

A lovely day in Lawton Ok.  It is 93 on my thermometer but it is late afternoon and probably has reached its peak.   At least the humidity is down and my joints are feeling MUCH better now.  The knees being the worst.

I saw Dr. Aiku today about the CTScan on my lungs.  It seems I have a mass in my upper right lobe.   I will need a pet scan and then a biopsy to see how we proceed from here.    I have decided not to panic and told them that I just need this all cleared up by the end of September when I go on my tour of England and Wales.     (I don't think that this is asking too much:)   

Please pray for me.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Home all day.   Good thing.  I am sore.  I did get a lot done though by "nickel and diming" it.

Got the Wales trip ready to finalize, did dishes, got the corner of the bedroom that got wet, clear so that the fan can get everything dry.  (A good time to go through clothes in the dresser as I had to take out the drawers to slide it aside.)

Wisconsin is sure in the news these days.  Yesterday the elephant, today the plane crash.

Tried to call my doctor today, but, of course, they are all out for the holiday, so I have to wait until Wednesday.   Just musing these days, and trying to figure out if those statin drugs made my muscles  so sore?   I am not really good at following "trails"   (Need my sweetheart).   But wonder if those statin drugs did more damage than thought?

I give myself chores every day, otherwise I would probably just sleep.   Nicky likes that actually, but I am not here to serve him.  I am trying to convince him that he needs to do his business in the backyard.   I am not going to be able to continue taking him for walks.   My poor baby might burst:(


Dia Dhuit

Mary

I couldn't believe seeing the Baraboo elephant taking her stroll the same day that we went to see the elephants at the Endangered Ark Foundation. 

I am still trying to figure out how to send pictures.    I MISS PICASSA.  I could do anything with those pictures.

A sore day.   Lovely Mass and I visited at coffee afterwards.    Bart and Barb had me letting the pups out while they were gone for a chunk of the day.    I love doggies.

I am praying top hear from Debra at Dr. Aiku's office, but don't have a lot of hope as the 4th of July is Tuesday and you know how that goes. 

I had such hope in that scope last Tuesday.   Well, perhaps they can reschedule after they review the CT Scan.   I like Bart's theory that perhaps the shadow on the lung is spit:)   Love his humor.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

A long long day.   But WHAT a day.     Barbara. Adria, Abby Marlise and I all drove to the Endangered Ark Foundation to tour and pet the elephants.  This is the second largest home of Asian Elephants in North America.   It is located way on the eastern side of Oklahoma near Hugo, OK.   We left at about 5AM to get there for a 10AM tour.    We took the tour that allowed us to feed and pet the creatures.   What a thrill.  

A long day and my legs and joints are horribly sore.   but I would do it again.

I'll work on pictures tomorrow.

Dia dhuit

Mary

So.   It was 92 degrees today and heavy.    I did not have to go anywhere today so I did not.

I am all caught up on my domestic and financial chores so am ready for any of the health thingys that are facing me.      Wisconsin had a much better communication system with it's patients.    Fortunately, I have found a nurse in my primary doctor's office that I feel knows what to do and is working for  me.   Had hoped to hear today as to the results of my CTSCAN, but I KNOW that Debra isd waiting for the results or she would have let me know.  

In the mean time, I am working on a wall hanging that has been in my head and finally has down to picture.    I will finish the background tomorrow and then the fun begins of constructing the picture to impose on the background.   Hope it works.  It is such fun when a plan comes together.

Sure hope I hear from doctor's tomorrow - with the holiday ahead, - I have possibilities of trying to figure how to ward off the discomfort for a week or two more.   OUCH.  That's OK   Dad raises us tough.

Dia dhuit

Mary

I HATE waiting.    But I am really grateful that Debra, the nurse at my doctor's office was able to get me scheduled for the CTSCAN tomorrow.    Time seems really not a factor her in Oklahoma.   I miss my Dr. Murthy.

Anyway, I will let you know the results as soon as I know them.

Today was a quiet day.   I talked to Nora which is always a pleasure.  I love family.

The weather is hot but not HOT.   So Nicky and I are doing just fine.   I am still trying to figure out how to convince him that it is really all right to poop in the back yard.   Good Condo dogs poop on their walks you know:)

I will get to spend time with my great granddaughters Abbie and Adria tomorrow.  How lucky am I!!!

Abbie and I are going to work on our book and will pick up Adria after a Arts for all project/   They are great girls.   I am looking forward to our time together.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Surgery postponed

Something showed up in my pre op tests that Dr. Harris did not like, so he has postponed the surgery until we get it resolved.    I go for a CT scan with contrast on Wednesday.   Still need prayers.  

I am quite discouraged, but spent the evening with Bart and Barb and we all cheered each other up.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Well, On Tuesday I will have my knee scoped.    I hope the procedure will do even half as much as I hope it will.   Still don't have the time, but Bart is on standby to take me when we know.   I have all my pre-op instructions and have things in place.  

Poor Nicky.   He is going to be so confused.  Who knows when I will be able to take him out for walks again.    I shouldn't feel too sorry for him.   He does have a perfectly good back yard to use as a bathroom and does use Bart and Barb's back yard when he stays with them.

Went to the 8:30AM Mass this morning so I am ready for this thing.   So many people are praying for me.   I know that it will help.    I am sick of being so tired all the time.

The temps have pretty much stayed in the 80s the past two days but are going to go up in the next couple of days.   As I will be stuck in my air conditioned house healing, this is OK.

I am a little bit scared.   If this doesn't help, more drastic measures are needed.  I guess I just need to learn how to "Suck it UP"  and as we try to do in the Faith   to "offer it up".  

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Yesterday, I said that Bible Study would not meet until June 12 - well DUH, I meant July 12.   Hopefully, I will be on the mend for my left knee.



Today, I went over to Southwestern Medical Center for my pre-op.   Got a chest x ray, blood tests and an EKG.   Guess all is well, as they have not cancelled.   I am scheduled for Tuesday morning and have all my instructions.   They will call me on Monday with the exact time that I am to be there.   Bart will take me and bring me home again.

I hope I am not too optimistic.   I am expecting great things from this procedure.  I told Dr. Harris that and he smiled and said he would do his best.

Today has been quite painful.   I think it is probably because we are going to get some storms tomorrow night and the air pressure is toying with me.    I have tried cold all day and just put Sombra on my joints to try to prepare me for tonight.

Bart took his granddaughters, Abbie and Adria and their Aunt Tory to Kansas City to see Def Leppard.   His favorite band.   Tory sent pictures and they all looked like they were having SUCH a good time.   He had the biggest smile on his face:)   Bart is what I would call a groupie of Def Leppard.    Remember, George, a groupie is not a stalker:)

Live you all. 

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Hi

Went to Bible Study this morning.    We will not be meeting until June 125h.   I am so glad as I will be getting treated and recuperating.

On the way home, I stopped at Bart and Barb's and let Leo and Lily out for a potty break as Bart was gone for that part of the day.   Like to be of help.

I have all the scheduling done for my pre op, my surgery and the followup for my knee.  Please pray for relief form pain.

Several other of my projects are coming to a head so this is helping keep me distracted.

Tomorrow, I go for the preop lab tests.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Well, Bart went with me to see Dr. Harris for the results of my MRI on my knees.  

We have decided to do a scope procedure on them  - one at a time, left knee first as it is bothering me the most, I think.  Sometimes, when most of ones joints hurt, it is hard to tell which one hurts the worse:)  :)   Does that mean Tee hee?

Anyway, on Tuesday morning Dr. Harris will do the procedure.   Please pray that all goes well.    I.
actually don't feel as bad this afternoon as I did this morning.    The air is much less humid.  Hope it stays this way for a day or two.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Hi

Haven't felt much like posting when I don't have good things to say,  BUT.   On Friday, Dr. Toy, my chiropractor called me.  I gave him permission to get the results of the Thursday MRI.

It seems that I have Baker's Cysts in my knees.   Dr. Toy called me to let me know so that I can research it.   I will see Dr. Harris on Monday who Dr. Toy said will prescribe treatment that is best for me.    I am so glad for Dr. Toy's information because I have lots of questions when I see Dr. Harris.  

I was supposed to usher at church this morning.   When I got there, I knew that this was a stupid idea.   Thank God, my fellow ushers saw that I was in pain and jumped in to fill in for me.   I managed to stay until I had the Eucharist, but then headed home for a rest.    

We had rain this morning too.   Helped the lawns, did not help my joints:)

So PLEASE pray for me tomorrow when I see Dr. Harris and find out what can be done for the pain in my joints.     I want to be me again with some ZIP!!!

Dia Dhuit

Mary