Two very busy days.  

Yesterday, I had my radiation followed by a consultation with Dr. Smith, my radiation doctor.   I was able to clarify some questions that I have had about the treatments and the effects.   Apparently, the fact that my tummy is sore often is a result of these treatments.   All I can do is treat the effects with Tums and Pepcid.

I did join my Bible study group for the first time in three months.  Sure glad to be back with that group of people.    They are part of the prayers that have been keeping me afloat.


Bart and Barb went to the city yesterday for his preop.  He went into surgery shortly after lunch today.   Haven't heard what happened as of yet.   They were hoping to be able to scope the repairs which would make it much less invasive.

Nicky and I spent last night at their house so the critters would not be alone.    I went over again about 10:30AM to let them out again.   If I don't hear before my garage door repairman (who is supposed to be here between 4PM and 5PM and it is that now) is done, I will go and let them out again.

Today, I had radiation this morning, took care of critters, then at 2PM went to the new Irish Pub called Shamrocks for the Irish club meeting.    We had a great group of 9 including two new people.   Wow.   We discussed Halloween.   I brought my usual carved rutabaga Jack O Lantern.   

The weeks are getting so busy.   Tomorrow I just have the radiation treatment so intend to start sending pictures of Wales and England.   I have instructions from Leslie and she will be available for help if I get stuck.

Glad to be home!

Dia Dhuit

Mary

water wheel

Water Wheel test
This is the water wheel (A device that keeps water out of mines) in Caernarfon Wales at the slate mine.    This is no longer a working mine, but is open as a tourist attraction.    We saw demonstrations of the slate cutting.   WOW.

This is a very large wheel.   I have also seen the Laxey Wheel on the Isle of Mann.,   The Laxey Wheel also known as Lady Isabella is the largest working wheel in the world.

Too much today.

Had radiation at 9:30AM.    Easy enough.   Came home to meet Kerry to let her in to clean the house.

Then at about noon, I went for lab tests at the Cancer Center and a consultation with Dr. Aye.  She answered several questions that I had and gave me a couple of prescriptions.     I took them to Walgreens and they said they would be ready by 3PM.

So I drove to Bart and Barb's to let the dogs out as the kids were in OK City to consult about Bart's shoulder.    (All went well there.   He will probably have the surgery within the week.   He sounds very optimistic.)      

Then things went wrong.   When I got to Walgreens, I found that one of the prescriptions had been issued in someone else's name!!!!   So I had to take it back to the Center and get a corrected one.   By the time I got through with all this mess, it was almost 5PM.    Poor little old me did not even get a nap today.   

I saw the Goodyear Blimp in the sky today.   Tomorrow I am going for a close up look with my neighbor, Lee.   How nice of him to ask me.     The Blimp is visiting the Goodyear Plant here in Lawton.

My creative juices are starting to move.  I have been doing a bit of sewing on a wall hanging and decorated for Halloween.

Have a great evening

Dia Dhuit

Mary

It was a good day.

I went to Mass this morning for the first time in over a month.   I can't tell you how much I missed it.  

The Knights of Columbus were having a pancake breakfast.   Guess who went and saw a lot of friends and got caught up.    Now I will be able to go every week.

The rest of the day was quiet.  I got calls from friends and was feeling a bit creative, so things are improving.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

A quiet day at home.    I had purchased a pie pumpkin, so today I cooked it and now have the  pumpkin needed for a batch of pumpkin Decadent cupcakes and a pumpkin pie.   I also toasted the seeds.

Felt pretty good today.  Guess the Chemo effects are pretty much gone.

It was a beautiful day in Oklahoma, up into the 80's.   We are cooling down for the next few days and may even get some rain tonight.

I am planning on going to church tomorrow.  I really miss being there but just have not been able to face those hard pews.   But I am bringing a pillow tomrrow:)

Dia dHuit

Mary

Well, here we are, the end of a week.   Friday the 13th.  

I am trying to get pictures in but keep getting an error.   Any suggestions? 

Today I had my third radiation treatment.   They are just uncomfortable because one has to hold still with one's arms over your head.   I felt a bit goofy from Tuesday's Chemo.   I am still not throwing up or losing hair so I am just trying to rest myself through the tired and icky feelings.  And am grateful for that.


 I will keep trying to copy and paste pictures which is all I know.   I miss Picasa.   I could do anything with that.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Today was the first of 30 radiation treatments.   The first one takes a bit longer but the rest should go quickly.   It was painless.   The hardest part is holding still while they do the zapping.  The big thing will be going every week day. 

I felt pretty good most of the day, as has been common the day after Chemo.  But this afternoon, I can feel myself fading fast,    Just want to get through to bedtime and hopefully will sleep tonight.    With this combination of chemo drag AND jet lag, I am exhausted.  Why can't I sleep?

Got all my mail delivered from the stop mail.   Got bills to pay tomorrow.   Had a LOT of junk mail to throw away also.

Glad the next 5 days are fairly quiet as I need to recover from Chemo.    I was told there would be three chemo treatments but another one showed up in three weeks on my schedule.   Will check on that with Dr. Aye on Tuesday when i have my lab tests.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

A medical day.  I had to be at the Cancer Center for my third Chemo this morning at 9:45AM.   

It was endless.   They were short people in the lab, so the start of the actual chemo after the bloodtest was TWO hours rather than about 45 minutes.  Then they added on an infusion to bring my calcium level down which meant that I was not done until close to two PM.    I was exhausted.

Then I called my GP about a miner problem which I was concerned about.  She had me come in this afternoon and was able to tell me that is IS miner.    Thank God.  I don't need any other health problems and will not go into it.

Tomorrow I start my 30 days of radiation therapy.   I am picking Bart up at 8AM and we are going to breakfast.   It has been determined that his shoulder injury is a severe break and he will have to have surgery to correct it.    Why the initial XRay did not show this, I am not sure.   But he should not drive any more than necessary.  But if I feel tired or weak, he can take over.    Two halves make a Whole, RIGHT?

Guess That is all.   Enouth, Right!

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Hi Again!!! I am back from my trip to England/Wales intact.   It was wonderful.  There were 25 people n the tour.  We had a wonderful tour director in Amanda who is a resident of Wales and our driver, Charlie, who reminded me every time I started to leave the bus without my cane.    I am not used to it but am better now.

FYI:   I don't need it around the house or for short "jaunts" but I found it invaluable for the longer walk abouts and it is not a bad idea to just have it there to lean on if I get tired.    It is a breathing thing.  Getting better but I need to keep building lung capacity

On Tuesday I have my last scheduled Chemo for this session and on Wednesday I start radiation.   I am supposed to be retired, I feel like I have a job now as I will be going for chemo every weekday.  (Not on weekends however.)

Nicky was sure glad to have me back.   I am so blessed to have a creature that loves me as much as he does.    I won't be leaving him again until April when I will go to the Wild Game Dinner AND the Celtic Women Conference.

The trip was so informative and fun.   We wandered around Stonehenge, Windsor Castle, The Roman Baths, and took a river cruise in London.   One of our fellow travelers wants my poetry books and paid me to send them.   I am so delighted.  She said she is going to order my cookbook on Amazon.   Any of you that don't have it look up my name or Schlitzhagen and Green Meatballs and you can order it.

My drive from Plano Texas to home was uneventful and easy.  I know that I am still viable.  Thank you Nora and Leif for putting me up and transporting me to the airport .   I don't know if you know it but time spent with you and Bing and Stenn was a BIG part of my vacation.

I WILL figure out how to send pictures.  Stenn discovered that my phone pictures actually tell me the location of the picture.   Things were blurring and now my phone is helping me:)

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Yesterday I got lab tests and saw Dr. Aye, my oncologist.   That is the doctor you met, Bill S.    She was surprised that I was alone but Bart's shoulder was really hurting and I figured I could handle it.   The tests are fine.   I will miss one week of labs as I will be in Great Britain (YEA) but Dr. Aye said that was OK.   I will also have my third Chemo right after I get back.

I am feeling pretty good, considering.   I am tired but the pains of healing in my chest are a bit less.   Even the rainy weather we are experiencing is not aggravating the pain.

Today I did most of my packing.   I will be leaving for Plano tomorrow at about 10AM and was trying to not really alert Nicky of my intentions:)    He knows something is up and has spent quite a bit of the day snubbing me.    He will be able to be with Bart and Barb this time and he does love that so I really don't feel sorry for him.   

Bart and Barb had me over for supper tonight.   Barb make soup and a delicious brownie dessert.   She is such a good cook.   Marlies was there too.    So we had a nice family evening to see me off.    Marlies will be going to Germany shortly after I get back.   We are a couple of traveling people.

Well,  You probably won't hear from me.   If I DO get into a position where I can post, I will but don't plan on it.   Suzi and I will be enjoying all we can of the trip and I will update when I get back.   I promise to figure out how to post some pictures too.

Take care of you while I am gone.  I love you all.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Nicky had his followup on his allergy problem.   He is doing very well.   He still has some pills to finish and will need a little bit of ointment in his ears.  Dr Firorllo said that he has been having more allergy patients in the past weeks.   Must be something out there.

I am pretty much ready for the trip.  Trying to rest as much as possible and still get myself ready for being "out in the world."

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Yesterday was rather busy..   Bart took me shopping so I could have most everything I need for the Wales tour on Thursday and that wore me out.

Aside from that, I am feeling pretty good.   My mornings are a bit shaky but I still have not vomited and my body seems to be almost settled down after the second chemo.

Today I stayed home all day.  Would have liked to go to church, but those pews last week left me in so much pain that I had to really struggle to make it through communion.   Judy brought me the sacrament on Friday.   I am so blessed.

I am sorting clothes, and meds and STUFF on the spare bed for packing on Wednesday.   The trouble is always to realize that one does not need as much as you think you might.

Warm again today and we are supposed to get rain.   Just hope it is not raining still on Thursday when I drive to Plano.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Bret actually made it to his River home last night at about 8PM.   He said it was just clear sailing and conditions were perfect.   So glad he was here.   I miss him but we will not let so much time pass again before seeing each other one way or another.

Richard and Brenda called last night.   So good to talk to them, they always cheer me up.

Had a rather rough morning.  Still not throwing up but I don't feel well in the mornings.   I took the nausea pills and just rested.   Things were much better by afternoon again.    We'll see how tomorrow goes.   Sure glad that I don't have any responsibilities but me and Nicky.

We are still warm but it is supposed to cool down next week.   Of course, then I will be on my way to Wales.   Yea.   Please cross your fingers that I keep doing well.   At this point, I feel confident that though I will have to not be my usual do EVERYTHING NOW self, I will be able to really enjoy the trip.    Perhaps I will even see more than I usually do:)

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Bret left in the wee hours of the morning today.   I will miss him.  So blessed to have my him here and have him be able to spend time with his brother - the three of us together.

I can't begin to tell you how proud I am of my boys.

Hopefully the next time Bret comes we can "vacation" and see some of the wonderful things Oklahoma has to offer.  I hope he can bring his Janet.

I have come through the second Chemo pretty well.  Felt kind of goofy this morning but took the nausea pills and slept most of the morning.   I am hanging in there.   I have a whole week to get my strength back before the Wales tour.   I will be just fine.   I don't have to take care of anybody but me and Nicky.  That is manageable.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Sorry I haven't posted, but my Bret has been here since Saturday and I have been just enjoying being with him amid the big C stuff.

He was here with me for my second Chemo yesterday.   People are right.  It  is stronger.   I have not been REALLY nauseated but don't feel great either.   The morning was rather rough.  They say the second day is worse.   I hope they are wrong.   But at any rate, I am OK.   And only one more (scheduled Chemo) anyway.   The radiation will start right after the last chemo in early October.   I will have 30   (ICH) 30 radiation treatments - every day except weekends in a row.  Then they will reevaluate.  

Oh well.   I'll just have to beat this thing and I will have my England/Wales trip to muse on during those 30 days.

Thank you all for the good vibes.  I promise to be better about posting but having Bret here and seeing my boys together has been a real joy for me.   I feel truly blessed.    And having all of you in back of me is priceless.

Love you

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Home all day.    That is nice.   I did have contact with real people throughout the day which is even nicer.

My Bret is leaving Arizona tomorrow and will be here sometime on Sunday.  I can hardly wait to hug him.   I am making his favorite meal (Swedish Meatballs) tomorrow and we will have a family gathering at my home on Sunday afternoon/evening to celebrate his arrival.

I am so glad that he will be here for my second round of chemo.   He and Bart can hang out while I get the treatment, something they have not been able to to these past years much.

I am so blessed to have kids who LIKE ME:)

Nicky is much better.   He is a good boy about taking his meds and doesn't smell so bad any more.   I still remember Dick saying "Is he really worth that much money" when we got the vet bills.  Of course, with that twinkle in his eye as we would to anything within reason for our pet friends.  He would how lost I would be without my sweet Nicky.  I am so glad that the allergies are abating.  His scratching was driving me nuts.

I am planning on going to Mass for the first time in weeks on  Saturday.   Pray that this will work.  Bret is bringing over a stadium cushion which might help.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Heat is returning to Oklahoma after three weeks of fairly mild temperatures.  It is 6:30PM and still 93Degrees in Lawton!

I had a lot of things to do today but still seemed to have empty hours.

Bart came over this morning and helped me give Nicky a bath to help get rid of his allergies.   He is a nice doggie, just looking at us kind of plaintively, wondering why we are doing these things to him:)

The rash is much better.  The shots the Vet gave really helped and he is getting meds to finish the healing.

I went to the post office this afternoon to mail Suzi her "share" of the CIE information.   Since I was out, I picked up the last things I need for when
Bret is here.  

I am so looking forward to his visit.  

Dia dhuit

Mary

Kind of sore today.

It was a quiet good day.  We were up into the 90s in temps. Not bad.  The only errands I had were the bank and Walgreens.    Bart came by for a visit this morning.  He is walking.   Good thing.

I think I MAY have gained a pound or two in the past few day.   Cross your fingers.

Kind of keep myself busy, but my mind is much more active than my body:)
Dia Dhuit

Mary

Boy, have I been a lazy blogger the past three days.   

Spending the blog time visiting with Leslie and Bill while I still had them here:)   They left early yesterday morning and are home safe and sound with their kitties.

What a great visit.  And Bret will be here this weekend.   Am I blessed, or what.    It is really a help for Bart and Barb too.    All three of us are fighting our physical problems and it is nice that they don't have to worry about me when someone is here.

I went for my lab tests today.  Guess they are OK as I didn't hear anything.   Took Nicky to the Vet today too because he has been frantically scratching himself for a couple of weeks or more.   He has allergies and now has a fortune in meds that he needs to take.   He also got two shots for some immediate relief.   I actually think it is helping already. 

My left rib cage area is still quite sore.    I am eating the best I can and hope that the additional calories will help speed the healing.  I am at very least maintaining and may have gained a couple of pounds.

I bought myself a Dairy queen mini Blizzard for my dessert tonight.  Yippee

My niece Vikki called this morning to check on me.    I am worried about her actually.  She broke some ribs a couple of weeks ago and still has to work.  So pray for my girl.

Anyway  - I did not feel very well all morning but as the day wore on, I am improving.   Must remember not to get too excited and let the healing continue.

Patience is a hard lesson.

Dia DHuit

Mary

Obviously having company make me forget blogger.:)

I am feeling OK.  My ribs are still sore and I do wear out quite quickly.  I has been so good having Leslie and Bill here.  Bill took care of several things that needed to be done.  Some of them I CAN usually do but in "my condition" should not BE doing.   How blessed am I to have people just pop in and take up the slack?

Our weather has been lovely and I try to get out, even if just to the mailbox, at least once a day.

I wish my ribs would stop hurting.  Only time and healing will take care of that.   I am a tough "Chick" as they say and will get through this.

Love you all.  I feel all your support and you have no IDEA what your calls and cards have meant to me.

All is good  (or will be)

Dia Dhuit
Mary

Stayed home all day today.

Tried Ambien to sleep last night.   It only worked for four hours.   That was more sleep than I have been getting so I guess I should be grateful.   I remember the old days when I would put my head on the pillow an wake up in the morning.

Fr. Phil came to visit me today.    We had a nice visit and then he gave me a healing blessing.   I am so glad that my parish is so nurturing.    

We had the Kunert SpinachEggCheese Casserole tonight

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Bill took me to see my Oncologist, Dr. Aye, today.   I had my lab tests and am down some on white cells so need an antibiotic.     She also was kind enough to prescribe sleeping aids and renew my pain meds.

I AM much better with the pain but am still uncomfortable and am really having trouble sleeping.

We enjoyed a really good stir fry for supper.  Easy for me to eat.  Dr. Aye says that I HAVE  to gain weight and should drink at least two Ensure or Boost a day.    I will do that.   It is not easy as I do not like them but I need to get better at any cost.   Well at most costs and a Boost a day or so will not kill me.

Will it?

Dia Dhuit

Mary

A pretty quiet day.

Leslie and Bill took me out for lunch. 

Bart and Barb had us over at their home for Barb's Taco Soup.  

Even that exhausted me but I am fine and will go to bed early tonight.

Love you all

Mary

Leslie and Bill are here.   I am so glad to have someone in the house.

I am feeling much better also.  The pain is reduced and I can breath much better.

Love

Mary

Well yesterday I did overdid it.

I went to the radiology clinic and then decided I could stop for a few groceries on the way home.   Big mistake.    The left side of my chest got so sore and I had so much trouble getting air in that Bart had to take me to emergency.

I AM OK but learned that I can't do anything but rest for the foreseeable future.  Got home at about 8PM last night and spent most of today sleeping.

A valuable lesson.   I am SICK and might as well admit it:)

It will be OK.   I am so glad that Leslie and Bill are coming to help.  It will give Bart and Barb a break and will be nice to have someone in the house.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Allelulia.

I am weak as a newborn kitten BUT do not feel at all nauseated.   I am SO grateful.   I am even able to eat quite well, though I did learn quickly to avoid spicy.

Tomorrow morning I will consult with the radiology doctor.   I told some of you that I know that his last name is Ziegler.    Isn't it funny how comforting such a thing as a name can be when a person is kind of nervous.   Just like having a Packer fan for a surgeon:)

George and Betsy are still safe and sound .  I heard today from Nora who called to check on me.
Altogether a good day

Dia Dhuit
Mary

So.   I  have survived my first Chemo treatment.   Went in this morning at 9:30AM and was home at about 1:30PM.    (They keep telling me to eat and then fill up eating times with appointments:)

I am quite weak.   I am just resting.   BUT so far I have not experienced any nausea or other symptoms that I was cautioned to be aware of.   So I am willing to spend the next couple days weak and resting.

I am more worried about my Bart.   He had all of his upper teeth removed this afternoon at the dentist.   Poor guy has had so MANY teeth problems.   At least once the replacement dentures are in, he will not hurt.

Also worried about George and Betsy.   At this point, no news is good news as they were fine on Sunday and are in communication with Eileen.   Poor Houston, they cannot get a break.   I cannot even fathom 48 inches of rain.

Leslie and Bill are going to come to stay with me on Saturday and stay for a week.  It will be good to have someone in the house as I do get so tired and weak.    Bart and Barb could use a little break too. Barb and I were musing the other day as to how so much is difficult health wise with all three of us right now.

I am so happy that they are coming.

Dia Dhuit

Mary 

  

We are experiencing a beautiful day here in Lawton OK.    I wish I could send half of it to my brother George and his wife, Betsy who are in Richmond TX.

I called yesterday and they were hunkered down and really felt that they could ride Harvey out.   But things are no better and sound even worse.   I am praying and hope all of you will also. 

Tomorrow I will have my first chemo infusion.   New experience.    I usually like new experiences but am not happy about this one.   However - it is the road I must take to be healed, and healed I will be!!!!     

I am still receiving cards of encouragement and cals from friends and relatives daily.   How blessed am I.

Bart and Barb stopped by after her doctor appointment to help me make my bed.   I just wanted clean sheets tomorrow after the chemo.    We had a visit before they headed home to crash.

So.  Pray for me in the morning.  

Dia Dhuit

Mary

HI

Yesterday, Dr. Trachte put the medi-port in my left upper chest.   I was just too tired and sore to post last night.

Barbara and I had to laugh today.  She has been reminding me to use my left hand because of the surgery on my right side.   Now what do I do:)

I was very uncomfortable and having trouble getting air in for a while yesterday and during the night,   BUT after a good afternoon nap, I am feeling much better.    As Dad would say.   "I might live." 

My neighbor and Celtic friend Robbi walked down to visit me this afternoon.   I love company so that was a pleasure.   She is an amazing woman.

I am watching the coverage of the devastation from Hurricane Harvey.   When I see some of the trees literally toppeled overe with the roots exposed I am reminded of my childhood.

We lived near a woods.   We played in that woods.   At least a couple of times there were storms bad enough that they toppeled some of those OLD BIG trees in the woods.   We would go out to play and use those old root bases for forts and shelter.   What a childhood.   My "woods" is now all houses.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Another busy day.    I saw my surgeon, Dr. Trachte, this morning.   He is pleased with my progress and says that I CAN drive if I want to.  

Bart will still come with me to doctor appointments as they seem to involve more intense treatments AND it doesn't hurt to have a couple of sets of ears and eyes knowing what is happening.

Tomorrow I will get the "port" implanted in my upper chest so that they can give me the chemo treatments through that rather than a new source of entry every time. 

My first Chemo is on Tuesday.   I have FIVE different prescriptions ready for any possible reaction.  Whew.

Well, I don't usually get the reactions they mention for meds.   Maybe I will luck out:)


Until tomorrow

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Another Day another Medical professional:)

Today, Bart took me to the Cancer Center at CMM for my instructions on what will be coming up and expected of me starting next Tuesday when I will get my first Chemo treatment for this cancer thing that is inside me.

A wonderful nurse sat with me and went through reams of paper  - instructions and information - on what will happen and what could possible be expected.   I now have four thick folders of STUFF.   I will start my own library soon.   I AM really glad they do this.   At least a person has some idea what to expect.   After all, they will be trying to destroy evil cells in my body and it is not a pretty sight.

Tomorrow, I will see my surgeon and then am free until Monday when I will have my consultation with my radiologist.   I need both chemo and radiation.

I will be having chemo every three weeks and it works out perfectly with the England/Wales trip.  Now if we can get the radiation to work as well.

Dia dhuit

Mary

An appointment with Dr. Aiku, my family practitioner, today.   She is pleased with how far I can come and repeated the mantra that I keep hearing.   EAT!!!   I am maintaining since I am home, but still am not really adding any pounds to me.    I keep trying.  Tonight I am going to eat a pork chop, corn and sliced tomato.   I had most of a burrito for lunch and am starting to drink Boost or Ensure to add calories and carbs. 

Tomorrow, I go to a class at the Cancer Center to learn about the chemo treatments and what is going to happen.   I am glad they do that.  I feel so lost in all of this medical stuff.  

I did ask if I could drive, but she said that I would have to have gone through Chemo and know how I am going to react to that stuff.   I hate being dependent on others but love that others are willing to LET me be dependent on them.   How blessed am I?

Dia dhuit

Mary

I slept through the eclipse.  

Had appointment with the oncologist which took HOURS.   By the time I got home all I could think of was food and rest.   I did both and am not sorry that I missed the event.  There will be pictures of it all over for weeks.  I will just enjoy them.

The next couple of weeks will be getting into the treatment part of my cancer.  Since I will be able to still to to ENGLAND/WALES I figure that it is all just a logistics thing.  RIGHT.   Just say Right.

Tomorrow I see my general practicioner.    Then the next day classes on what is involved in the chemo, then Thursday, my surgeon.  So by Friday, I MAY know what is happening in my life:)

Dia dhuit

Mary

A sunny warm day in Oklahoma.

I was home all day.  Still can't drive and though I know I could have gotten someone to drive me to and from church, the thought of sitting an hour in those hard pews for an hour, I knew was NOT a good thing.   Also I am still quite weak.

Got to remember, I am recovering from surgery and I am NOT 50 years old any more:)

This week will be busy.   Will be seeing the Oncologist on Monday and get a plan for the chemo and radiation therapy that comes next.   Then Tuesday, I will see Dr. Aiku, my family physician for the miscellaneous help I am sure I need.   I DO have some questions.   Finally, on Thursday, I will have a followup with Dr. Trachte,, my surgeon.  

So anyway, home all day.  Bart hurt his shoulder the other day and is resting for the week ahead as he is my chauffeur.   Barb has a sinus infection and is trying to heal.   I worry about her, she is rather run down and susceptible.   I hope this day of total rest will help.  Wish she could have an extra day or two thrown in.

Nothing exciting happened.  Nicky and I alone, lead a pretty quiet life.

Til tomorrow

Dia Dhuit

Mary

A hot muggy day in Oklahoma.

I am really glad that I have not gotten too excited about the eclipse.  I will just try to enjoy the dimming of the skies and the obvious phenomenon.    One of my grandsons and his wife are going to one of the really big points.   Will be exciting to hear of their experiences.  

Also the  Powerball keeps growing.  I ALWAYS get a ticket to the Powereball in Dick's memory.  I use the "lucky numbers" that he chose for us 25 or so years ago.   Someday they WILL come up.  I will probably be long gone:)

It has been a busy day.  I talked to so many of  my friends and supporters.   I can't begin to tell you how blessed I feel with all the cards, calls, and well wishes that arrive each  day.

Monday I am seeing the Oncologists to determine a plan of chemo and radiation to get rid of this nasty thing that is still remaining in my chest.  I am so blessed, also, to be in a system that is offering care and plans to cure me.   I must be patient.   Not one of my great suites:)   Maybe, as one of my friends said, this is the lesson I must learn:)

Bless all of you.    I am so grateful for your support.

Dia dhuit

Mary

A truly lovely day.

Thanks for all the prayers and good vibes.   My joints don't hurt at all.

I am still, of course, healing and the right side of my ribs and lungs is sore, BUT I can now take a deep breath without a great deal of pain.   Am I lucky, or blessed, or both, or WHAT!!!.

Today was the Lawton Celtic Meeting.  There were five of us.  Patty gave a presentation on Yeats for us.   Boy is he an interesting person and I love his poetry.

Lake Isle of Inisfree

W. B. Yeats, 1865 - 1939

I will arise and go now, and go to Innisfree,
And a small cabin build there, of clay and wattles made:
Nine bean-rows will I have there, a hive for the honey-bee;
And live alone in the bee-loud glade.

And I shall have some peace there, for peace comes dropping
     slow,
Dropping from the veils of the morning to where the cricket
     sings;
There midnight’s all a glimmer, and noon a purple glow,
And evening full of the linnet’s wings.

I will arise and go now, for always night and day
I hear lake water lapping with low sounds by the shore;
While I stand on the roadway, or on the pavements grey,
I hear it in the deep heart’s core.

I had phone calls from friends and family.  Barbara Sadler, and Joanne Huehns, who have been  friends since GRADE SCHOOL called today.     Joanne, just as my Celtic friends were leaving.

So a busy day.  

Bless you all and I love you all

Dia dhuit

Mary

My Gosh --- It has been almost a month since I posted!!!!

Guess I have been distracted - Tee Hee

Well,   It has been a busy month with surgery and all.    But I am feeling a little better the past two days.    Did I tell you that my joints don't hurt at all?   The reason that I was going to have the scope of my knee,  the reason they did the pre op and found the stupid (YES STUPID) tumor in my lung, has completely gone away.    Believe me, I am NOT complaining about that part. 

I am working very hard on resting, eating and just trying to build strength.   Next Monday, I see the oncologist to get a plan for chemo/radiation in place.    Tuesday, I see my general practitioner, Dr. Aiku to get her input. and then on Thursday, I will consult again with my surgeon, Dr. Trachte.   So by the end of next week we should have a plan in place for the treatment of the remaining cancer in my lymph glands.   

Dr. Trachte said that I CAN go to London/Wales in early October and the Oncology department knows this so I intend to go on living until I am healed.  Then I will REALLY go on living.   How's that!!!  for a plan.

I'll try to post regularly now.  I need order in my life, and you guys are such a part of that:)

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Another REALLY hot day.

Guess this is the case throughout most of the midwest.   I must remember that I am in Oklahoma and it IS summer.

I find that I am really tired.    Probably not getting the oxygen that I should.   But I plunged through the day and just tried to get things ready for the four to six days that I will be "out of commission" after the surgery on Wednesday.   The main thing is that those who are important to me know.  I am getting so much support that I feel enveloped in love.   Thank you all.

Dia dhuit

Mary

With all of these health problems, I will be less likely to be posting.  Just so you know.

We were over 100degrees and will continue to be triple digits for the next couple of days.   My plants are dying because I am so lethargic from this stupid mass in my lung, that I am not getting out to water and trim like I should.    I hate sick.   Dr. Trachte, my Green Bay Packer Fan Doctor, is going to take the mass out next Wednesday.    We could wait for a biopsy and some chemo, but as Dr. Trachte pointed out the Mass has to come out under any circumstances.    Let's get rid of the thing then treat any residual malignancy or problems.     I WANT THAT THING OUT OF ME!!!!!!!!!

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Hot again.

I thought I had better post even if I have no news. (Weekend)   

I have been just trying to stay ahead of the pain.  Some days better than others.   Poor Nicky still cannot figure out why I do not take him out for walks.  

All else is well.    I am going to start hounding my health care providers at 8AM tomorrow morning.   Hope they are ready.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Well.  Another HOT day.   In the high 90s.

I went out only once, after lunch to go to the bank and buy the things I was missing to make a batch of chili.

I heard from my favorite nurse, Debra, and from Humana, my insurance company that my process has been approved.   I expect to hear tomorrow that I will get my PETSCAN and  biopsy early next week.   Debra is working So hard for me.


Dia Dhuit

Mary

Still playing the waiting game.    I called Humana and got a different story from the doctor.  So I called the doctor back and they cannot proceed until they get confirmation on THIS event from Humana.    So I am pickle in the middle.

Debra from the doctor's office promised to contact Humana in the morning and try to get things going.    If I can just get a good night's sleep.   Last night was hell.

Bart stopped by this afternoon with our Abby for a visit.   A bright light in my day.



Pray for some answers and appointments for tomorrow!!!!!

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Waiting is the hardest thing to do.    If I have not heard anything by noon tomorrow, I am going to make some calls myself to see what is the delay.

Wouldn't be so bad but this all started three weeks ago when they delayed my knee scoping because of a "shadow" on the lung.     Good thing, actually as there is a mass.   But NOW there were delays because of holidays, weekends and WAITING FOR HUMANA TO APPROVE THE NEXT STEP!!!!  What do they think?

Woke up to RAIN.    Good timing actually.   Tru Green was out on Saturday and Dan mowed on Friday so my lawn is leaping for joy:)

Talked to Dolores yesterday and Nora today.   It means SO much to have conversations during the day.  Miss my condo buddies for that:) 

Went to the 8:30 Mass in the rain.  Came out to sunshine,  wearing my raincoat and carrying my umbrella.   Better to be prepared.

Nicky is accepting that the backyard is his to use as a bathroom.   He is not happy about it but I am afraid to take him for long walks when my knees hurt this much and I am so unsteady.   I gave the doctor's a deadline as I AM going to England and Wales in late September!

I am tired all the time but am working on getting black cow shapes for my wall hanging.   Sound weird but I have this vision and Dick used to say - "OH no.   Mary's got a vision."   (because it had to get done:) (At least in my mind.)

So.   Stay Well.

Until we meet again!

Dia Dhuit

Mary

It is July in Oklahoma and HOT.   My thermometer shows 103 -  I know it registers high but it still is HOT.  There was a lot of humidity today so my knees and joints hurt all day.    I keep asking Bart where this dry hot weather I was promised is:)     I don't want to wish for that either because that means drought.   Which Oklahoma has finally recovered from.

I tried to do stuff, then rest, then do stuff.   Got my wash done, folded and put away.    Cut out the cow silhouette for my wall hanging project. 

This afternoon, I saw Dr. Toy.   Told him my knee woes.   Will see him in two weeks and he wants to get a copy of my PET Scan when I get it.


Dia Dhuit

Mary

A lovely day in Lawton Ok.  It is 93 on my thermometer but it is late afternoon and probably has reached its peak.   At least the humidity is down and my joints are feeling MUCH better now.  The knees being the worst.

I saw Dr. Aiku today about the CTScan on my lungs.  It seems I have a mass in my upper right lobe.   I will need a pet scan and then a biopsy to see how we proceed from here.    I have decided not to panic and told them that I just need this all cleared up by the end of September when I go on my tour of England and Wales.     (I don't think that this is asking too much:)   

Please pray for me.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Home all day.   Good thing.  I am sore.  I did get a lot done though by "nickel and diming" it.

Got the Wales trip ready to finalize, did dishes, got the corner of the bedroom that got wet, clear so that the fan can get everything dry.  (A good time to go through clothes in the dresser as I had to take out the drawers to slide it aside.)

Wisconsin is sure in the news these days.  Yesterday the elephant, today the plane crash.

Tried to call my doctor today, but, of course, they are all out for the holiday, so I have to wait until Wednesday.   Just musing these days, and trying to figure out if those statin drugs made my muscles  so sore?   I am not really good at following "trails"   (Need my sweetheart).   But wonder if those statin drugs did more damage than thought?

I give myself chores every day, otherwise I would probably just sleep.   Nicky likes that actually, but I am not here to serve him.  I am trying to convince him that he needs to do his business in the backyard.   I am not going to be able to continue taking him for walks.   My poor baby might burst:(


Dia Dhuit

Mary

I couldn't believe seeing the Baraboo elephant taking her stroll the same day that we went to see the elephants at the Endangered Ark Foundation. 

I am still trying to figure out how to send pictures.    I MISS PICASSA.  I could do anything with those pictures.

A sore day.   Lovely Mass and I visited at coffee afterwards.    Bart and Barb had me letting the pups out while they were gone for a chunk of the day.    I love doggies.

I am praying top hear from Debra at Dr. Aiku's office, but don't have a lot of hope as the 4th of July is Tuesday and you know how that goes. 

I had such hope in that scope last Tuesday.   Well, perhaps they can reschedule after they review the CT Scan.   I like Bart's theory that perhaps the shadow on the lung is spit:)   Love his humor.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

A long long day.   But WHAT a day.     Barbara. Adria, Abby Marlise and I all drove to the Endangered Ark Foundation to tour and pet the elephants.  This is the second largest home of Asian Elephants in North America.   It is located way on the eastern side of Oklahoma near Hugo, OK.   We left at about 5AM to get there for a 10AM tour.    We took the tour that allowed us to feed and pet the creatures.   What a thrill.  

A long day and my legs and joints are horribly sore.   but I would do it again.

I'll work on pictures tomorrow.

Dia dhuit

Mary

So.   It was 92 degrees today and heavy.    I did not have to go anywhere today so I did not.

I am all caught up on my domestic and financial chores so am ready for any of the health thingys that are facing me.      Wisconsin had a much better communication system with it's patients.    Fortunately, I have found a nurse in my primary doctor's office that I feel knows what to do and is working for  me.   Had hoped to hear today as to the results of my CTSCAN, but I KNOW that Debra isd waiting for the results or she would have let me know.  

In the mean time, I am working on a wall hanging that has been in my head and finally has down to picture.    I will finish the background tomorrow and then the fun begins of constructing the picture to impose on the background.   Hope it works.  It is such fun when a plan comes together.

Sure hope I hear from doctor's tomorrow - with the holiday ahead, - I have possibilities of trying to figure how to ward off the discomfort for a week or two more.   OUCH.  That's OK   Dad raises us tough.

Dia dhuit

Mary

I HATE waiting.    But I am really grateful that Debra, the nurse at my doctor's office was able to get me scheduled for the CTSCAN tomorrow.    Time seems really not a factor her in Oklahoma.   I miss my Dr. Murthy.

Anyway, I will let you know the results as soon as I know them.

Today was a quiet day.   I talked to Nora which is always a pleasure.  I love family.

The weather is hot but not HOT.   So Nicky and I are doing just fine.   I am still trying to figure out how to convince him that it is really all right to poop in the back yard.   Good Condo dogs poop on their walks you know:)

I will get to spend time with my great granddaughters Abbie and Adria tomorrow.  How lucky am I!!!

Abbie and I are going to work on our book and will pick up Adria after a Arts for all project/   They are great girls.   I am looking forward to our time together.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Surgery postponed

Something showed up in my pre op tests that Dr. Harris did not like, so he has postponed the surgery until we get it resolved.    I go for a CT scan with contrast on Wednesday.   Still need prayers.  

I am quite discouraged, but spent the evening with Bart and Barb and we all cheered each other up.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Well, On Tuesday I will have my knee scoped.    I hope the procedure will do even half as much as I hope it will.   Still don't have the time, but Bart is on standby to take me when we know.   I have all my pre-op instructions and have things in place.  

Poor Nicky.   He is going to be so confused.  Who knows when I will be able to take him out for walks again.    I shouldn't feel too sorry for him.   He does have a perfectly good back yard to use as a bathroom and does use Bart and Barb's back yard when he stays with them.

Went to the 8:30AM Mass this morning so I am ready for this thing.   So many people are praying for me.   I know that it will help.    I am sick of being so tired all the time.

The temps have pretty much stayed in the 80s the past two days but are going to go up in the next couple of days.   As I will be stuck in my air conditioned house healing, this is OK.

I am a little bit scared.   If this doesn't help, more drastic measures are needed.  I guess I just need to learn how to "Suck it UP"  and as we try to do in the Faith   to "offer it up".  

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Yesterday, I said that Bible Study would not meet until June 12 - well DUH, I meant July 12.   Hopefully, I will be on the mend for my left knee.



Today, I went over to Southwestern Medical Center for my pre-op.   Got a chest x ray, blood tests and an EKG.   Guess all is well, as they have not cancelled.   I am scheduled for Tuesday morning and have all my instructions.   They will call me on Monday with the exact time that I am to be there.   Bart will take me and bring me home again.

I hope I am not too optimistic.   I am expecting great things from this procedure.  I told Dr. Harris that and he smiled and said he would do his best.

Today has been quite painful.   I think it is probably because we are going to get some storms tomorrow night and the air pressure is toying with me.    I have tried cold all day and just put Sombra on my joints to try to prepare me for tonight.

Bart took his granddaughters, Abbie and Adria and their Aunt Tory to Kansas City to see Def Leppard.   His favorite band.   Tory sent pictures and they all looked like they were having SUCH a good time.   He had the biggest smile on his face:)   Bart is what I would call a groupie of Def Leppard.    Remember, George, a groupie is not a stalker:)

Live you all. 

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Hi

Went to Bible Study this morning.    We will not be meeting until June 125h.   I am so glad as I will be getting treated and recuperating.

On the way home, I stopped at Bart and Barb's and let Leo and Lily out for a potty break as Bart was gone for that part of the day.   Like to be of help.

I have all the scheduling done for my pre op, my surgery and the followup for my knee.  Please pray for relief form pain.

Several other of my projects are coming to a head so this is helping keep me distracted.

Tomorrow, I go for the preop lab tests.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Well, Bart went with me to see Dr. Harris for the results of my MRI on my knees.  

We have decided to do a scope procedure on them  - one at a time, left knee first as it is bothering me the most, I think.  Sometimes, when most of ones joints hurt, it is hard to tell which one hurts the worse:)  :)   Does that mean Tee hee?

Anyway, on Tuesday morning Dr. Harris will do the procedure.   Please pray that all goes well.    I.
actually don't feel as bad this afternoon as I did this morning.    The air is much less humid.  Hope it stays this way for a day or two.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Hi

Haven't felt much like posting when I don't have good things to say,  BUT.   On Friday, Dr. Toy, my chiropractor called me.  I gave him permission to get the results of the Thursday MRI.

It seems that I have Baker's Cysts in my knees.   Dr. Toy called me to let me know so that I can research it.   I will see Dr. Harris on Monday who Dr. Toy said will prescribe treatment that is best for me.    I am so glad for Dr. Toy's information because I have lots of questions when I see Dr. Harris.  

I was supposed to usher at church this morning.   When I got there, I knew that this was a stupid idea.   Thank God, my fellow ushers saw that I was in pain and jumped in to fill in for me.   I managed to stay until I had the Eucharist, but then headed home for a rest.    

We had rain this morning too.   Helped the lawns, did not help my joints:)

So PLEASE pray for me tomorrow when I see Dr. Harris and find out what can be done for the pain in my joints.     I want to be me again with some ZIP!!!

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Too many things scheduled today and it was too hot.  We are in the upper 90s and heading for 100s by Saturday.

Started off this morning by going to the Imaging Center on Gore for MRIs of both of my knees.   I just kept telling these people.  "Help me".      My knees (and other joints, but especially knees) are so sore.  I see Dr. Harris early next week when he has the results of the MRIs.   Up until a year ago, walking eased the pain.  This no longer works.    So I know something is really wrong.   The last time this happened, I had a torn meniscus.  This is worse, I fear, because both knees are involved.   Pray for me please.

After that appointment, I had my carpets cleaned.    This carpet cleaner is a neighbor of Bart's and SO nice.

This afternoon, the Lawton Celtic Club met at the Center for Creative Living.  There were four of us and we had a great time discussing James Joyce and Bloomsday.

Home again, I had to take Nicky to the Vet today as he is having his dental work done tomorrow.   Poor Baby.   He looked so scared.  Funny fact -- My neighbor's across the street have their dog boarded there this week as they are 0n vacation.  Perhaps Nicky and Mustang will not feel so neglected?

It will seem odd not to have a warm puppy in the bed with me tonight:(

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Today was a stellar day.

Bart picked me up this morning at about 8AM and we drove to Geronimo to pick up our girls, Adria and Abbie.   Dropped them off for their swimming practice and Bart and I did several errands.   Then picked up the girls and went to Mc Donalds for lunch.   I enjoyed Mc Donald's for lunch.  Especially the company, of course, but no matter what you say.  Mc Donalds TASTES GOOD.

We then went to the Lawton Library for a program on Extreme Animals.   We go to hear about and touch animals from the four corners of the earth.  Some endangered, some not.   Some fuzzy, some not:)   I love the little river otter.   It was wonderful.   What a spectacular opportunity for all of us.  AND FREE.

(I got to pet an albino python:))

I like hanging out with these people.

Dia dhuit

Mary

As I look at weather around the nation,  I am beginning to think that Oklahoma is not that hot after all:)    I am seeing high 80s and low 90s here but much higher in the north.  They are also experiencing tornado warnings and other bad stuff.

I got to be home ALL day today.   My cleaning lady came this morning.  I took care a getting a lot of appointments established while she was here. 

Tomorrow I will spend with Bart and my great granddaughters Adria and Abbie.  That will be fun.  Busy but fun.  They are adorable girls and I enjoy spending time with them.  Abbie is illustrating my children's book:)

Thursday, I will be having MRI done on my knees.  Sure hope they find something they can do for the pain.   I have all these plans and ideas and NO energy.  

The Lawton Celtic Club meets on Thursday afternoon too.  So I will have a 5 star day.

So take care of YOU.   Love you all

Dia Dhuit

Mary

It has been warm, heat index some days 100 or more.

Scott left yesterday morning.    Sure glad I got to see him and that he is in our lives.  I got my hair cut yesterday too.    Every six weeks whether I need it or not.

Today I have been home all day.    Good thing.   I have been SO tired and took two naps.   Bart and Barb have invited me over for dinner and for Bart to set up a fitbit which he has decided that I need.   I am so glad.   When I am with people, I can work through the tired and the pain. 

I am ready to start a new quilting project.    Got the fabric and the design is in my head.   Lots of work yet.   You won't see it until Christmas anyway.  But I am glad to be excited about something. 

I need a writing project too.    Aside from trying to tie up and get a publisher for the saints book.   

Oh Well   these things will come.

Hope all are well,   I understand it is hot up in Wisconsin too?

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Bart's friend Scott is still here.   I am SO glad.   He has been good for Bart's healing.   He has to leave tomorrow but we have been blessed to have him her.   He and Bart have been friends since they were 7 or 8 years old.

He is doing well, but still has a lot of adjusting and healing to do.   Things are falling into place .  Time and patience are the best healers now.   Prayer too.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

A busy day, Pleasant temps and a little rain while I was at Mass this morning.

I went to the 9AM Mass as Bible Study starts at 10:00 to 10:30 as we gather.   It seems to ligical to come that hour early and spend it with Jesus.

I did some grocery shopping and got the Powerball ticket on the way home.   I have been so exhausted that I ate a light lunch and then slept.

Bart called this afternoon, which did help to perk me up.   I miss my sweetheart.   We had such a good thing going.   We didn't even have to say much.  Companionship.

The rest of the day was quiet.   I always make a list of things to be done each day and got everything done   EXCEPT that my orthepedic doctor did not return my call.   I am still trying to figure out Oklahoma health care and can tell you that I wish I was still in Wisconsin for that.

Dia DHuit

Mary 

Bart is home.   A day earlier than he expected.   We are glad.   This is the beginning, of course, but we have tools to work with.

Just got back from Writer's Club.   Am sore and tired, so going directly to bed without stopping at go.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Barb and I saw Bart yesterday.   He is supposed to be coming home on Wednesday and this does seem practical.   He is much better and we are all zeroing on on a plan to keep him on track.

Barb and I did a bit of fabric shopping as we got to the area way to early and needed to "waste time".  (Fabric shopping is never a waste of time.)    I found my cow fabric (Bill Smith perk up).   And won a couple of patterns as it turned out that we stumbled on a June Shop Hop.   Yee HAA

Barb and I need some perks.   Seeing Bart was the big one.  He is SO much better.   Now we will have to see how the aftercare plan goes.   I guess this is where I am supposed to be as this where I am needed most right now.  

Love you all

Dia Dhuit

mary

RAIN!!!
Boy did it rain today.     I woke up to wet streets and puddles.  Poor Nicky was not too thrilled with his bathroom.

Actually he was not able to do his business until the rain died down shortly after noon.   

We are supposed to have some more tonight.  I am so glad that I own a house that is not in Lawton's flood plain as there is flooding and may be more if we continue to get more rain.

I am going to church tonight for a Pentecost service and social.

Tomorrow, Barb and I are going to go to see Bart.

Dia Dhuit

Mary  

I know that we did not get over 80 degrees today, but it was still HOT when I took Nicky for a walk this afternoon.   Since then, we have rain, welcome rain and the temps are in the 70s.   I like that.

I picked up my corrected glasses today and left the second pair for the new lenses.  I like the idea of having two pair.   You know how I am.  

Bobbie, the flowers you sent are still gorgeous.

Heard from Bart.   He sounds quite good.  Barbara and I will see him on Saturday and then I can let you know more.

Keep up the prayers.  They are working.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

I can't believe that this is the last day of May.   Oklahoma is hot.   Not triple digits yet but hot.  It also has been rather dry which is good for my joints which are not doing well.

I did not realize how sore I am until some sweet lady offered to put my groceries in the car for me.    I must still be walking like the Tin Man.   I think there is some relief from the shots in the knees, but there was a delay because of the standing on concrete in the sun the day after for two hours.    It will be OK.  Tonight I am going to put Sombra on ALL the sore joints just before I crawl in bed.  Perhaps that will relax things as it is JUST after I take my pain pill.    I DO seem to be sleeping better overall.

I took my sewing machine for maintenance today.  There is one old man (TEE HEE he is younger than me) who still maintains older machines.    He says my Kenmore Elite is one of the good ones before they started sending everything to China:)  Hope so.  I do love my machine.  It was a special gift from Dick, you know.

Will be going to see Bart with Barbara on Saturday.   Things are proceeding.   Keep up the prayers and good vibes.
Dia dhuit

Mary










di

Summer is in Oklahoma but we are still not in to triple didget temperatures.   That will come soon enough.

I came home from Petstitting at about 9AM.  It is good to be home.   Even my home, empty as it is has my memories around me.   Barb will be home soon and I let critters out at about 4PM so they would not be frantic when Barb gets there.  Actually they will be frantic but because they are so happy to have their MOM back with them.  Critters just don't understand.

Tomorrow is busy with things that are happening at home so I will be available if needed in the family world.

Dia Dhuit
Mary

My thermometer is registering at 98Degrees and I believe it.    Are we not the blessed people to have air conditioned homes?

Barb has gone to Dallas to spend time with Tim, Amber and Augie, so I have taking care of the critters.  Nicky always enjoys that.  It is an adventure for us all.  

It is a holiday weekend, but nothing different for Nicky and me.  

I am trying to get rested up and let the shots do their job in my knees.

Until Tomorrow

Dia Dhuit

Mary

The heat is starting.  It was in the 90s today.   But we do have some relief in the next few days.

The past two days were much too complicated.    I did have cortisone injected in my knees and am hoping for great things.  So far there is some relief, but my knees still DO hurt.  

Bart is having some medical issues, so please pray for him and for his Barbara as we work through them.    His system is so fragile.   I always wish I could do more.    Remember, Moms among you, when our kids were hurt or sick and we could kiss and make it better?   Doesn't work any more:(

Got my lawn mowed today.   And I watered the garden areas.   You should see how good my tomato plants and my hydrangea are doing in the front.  They get the morning sun and are flourishing.   I am so excited.  Tomato plants have always been a problem for me.  But they are GROWING and getting blossoms.  WOW.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

  

It was lovely today.   Reasonable temperatures and the famous Oklahoma wind was quiet.

I had medical appointments throughout the day.   Not a good day for that as Bart could have used me today.

But I have to remember the council that I always give to people.  If you are not healthy yourself you cannot help others.    You may for a bit, but you will burn out and then who will help them.
I got to see an Orthopaedic specialist who gave me cortisone shots in my knees.    I should have relief in a day or so.   It was weird.  When he manipulated my left knee it made squishy sounds.

I also had blood tests at CMM Hospital which should tell me what kind of arthritis I have.  I have assumed osteo for many years, but things can change.

I hope I can get back to the point where the walks with Nicky in the morning actually make me feel better.   He tries so hard to take care of me:)

Well.  Tomorrow I am home all day and can work with the meds.    I have a lot of AT HOME stuff to do.

Dia Dhuit

I love you all
Mary

Strange day.   The temps were in the mid 70s but with the breeze it felt colder.

I was home all day.

Miracle of miracles,  I have an appointment on Wednesday with an orthapedic speciaialist in Lawton that I am going to just put my faith in.   Two days is better than a month for an appointment.   I don't know why this was not available sooner but I am just thanking the Lord that there is a ray of light.

Dad used to say   "I went to a doctor "x"number of years ago and there was nothing that could be done for me." Eileen said.  " Dad, are you telling me that medical science has stood still for 'x " years?"

Nowa days the problem is getting to SEE the specialists.

Dia Dhuit

mary

Well - it is official.   I am now 77 years old.   Wow.   I remember when I was young (I WAS young once upon a time.) thinking that in the year 2000 I would be 60 which sounded SO old at the time.   Look at me now.  I still have a lot of things I want to do before my life ends.    Some are written down, some in my heart.

It was lovely today.   Up into the 80s but nice and dry.   This week I am going to be very active in finding a specialist to help with the arthritis/statin pain that has attacked my joints.   I am tired of being sore and TIRED.


Lots of birthday ecards today.    Also, Vikki, my niece called.   She had forgotten that it was my birthday, but could not have picked a better time to call.  I needed a VOICE in my ear.

Bart and Barb are taking me out for my birthday on Tuesday.   So I get an extended birthday.   How lucky am I.

Dia Dhuit

Mary
   

Today was a perfect weather day.   Sunshine, temps no more than the mid 80s.  Wow.

Of course, people laugh at me, but I have been COLD since I arrived in Oklahoma.   Not Wisconsin cold, but damp humid cold.    I am waiting for this dry hot weather that they say is normal?

Early this morning, I got FLOWERS..  Bobbie and Bill sent birthday flowers.  They are in the living room.  I  can't describe to you how wonderful my home smells.  As the flowers from Mothers Day are still blooming too.  I feel so treasured.

I did not have to go anywhere today.  Took care of some outside chores as it was so nice and frankly just was lazy.  The meds I am taking for the pain really knock me for a loop and I sleep during the day.  Managed to stay up this afternoon though.

I hate this dependence!!!!!!

This too shall pass.  I am pursuing other ways.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

I thought I had it all figured out.   How to send pictures that is.   The flowers from Richard and Brenda are now fully open and SPECTACULAR.   I will keep trying to send the picture which is in my photos but not letting me forward.

Not tonight though.

I was busy today.  The Center For Creative Living had a Senior Fair today.  I went to it and attended a couple of talks and interacted with the vendors.   Totally worth  the time.  I came home when the ache got too much.

Saw Dr. Toy today.   My upper body is holding pretty good.  I don't have to go back to him for two weeks unless something odd happens.

Still waiting to hear from Oklahoma arthritis specialists.   Barb found an arthritis specialist in Duncan (Much closer)   I will be researching that on Monday and calling for help.

Tomorrow - home all day.    I have a few outside things to do if it doesn't rain.   Looks promising.

I love you all.

Take care of yourselves.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Took Nicky to the vet for his checkup today.   He is fine but I DO need to schedule a teeth cleaning for him.   He will be very unhappy with me but I know that it is best for him.

The Celtic Club met today.   There were only three of us but at least there were three.  We discussed out heritage and genealogy and DNA.   Fascinating.   We all have a desire to learn more.

Storms coming in tonight.    At least the rain means that I do not have to water:)

Tomorrow I am going to  a Senior Health and Wellness Expo put on by the Center for Creative Living.  Perhaps I will find out THERE why it takes so long to get health care in this area.   (My next scheduled appointment is June 20:(  That is awful  especially when you consider that I requested the help two weeks ago!!!)

I am going to send a picture tomorrow.   The flowers that Richard and Brenda for Mother's Day are STILL opening.   You will be amazed!!!!!


Dia Dhuit

Mary

I got a birthday card today from my Bible Study Buddies.   One of them EVEN made it so I treasure it even more.  We are rather short on numbers at bible study right now.   There wer 8 of us an we have as many as 20.   People are gone on vacations, some ar other committed and so on.  
As I was unable to come last week, - Stuff happens.

We had a grand discussion anyway  about Phillip bringing the word to the Samaritans.  
A big thing in that time. Reminding us that we have no right to judge others and their worthiness to be followers of our Lord.

Did some grocery shopping too.   I need to make blueberry scones in the morning to take to the Celtic/Irish meeting.  Nicky has a "doctor" appointment tomorrow morning too.    I haven't told him.   Why upset him?  Actually he seems to do just fine there.   He needs a nail cutting too.   Must remember to ask for that.

Still no word from doctors.   I called to ask but did not get an answer today.   Now I have lost faith in the gal that seemed to be actually doing something.  At his point.   The first opening for shots in the knees to alleviate the pain is June 21!!!!!!!   I have NOT heard from  the arthritis specialist in Oklahoma City.     It has been 10 days.   Probably I will have to wait for weeks for THAT appointment if I ever get it.     I am going to call Humana on Friday to see if they have any suggestions.    I am exhausted.

A glass of wine later, I feel better than I did earlier.   I WILL not become dependent on WINE.   Though, Dick would probably say - If it helps use it.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

It was cooler today, but not cold.    Cloudy too.   I did water some of the front yard.   The Writer's Club people are concerned about a possible storm tonight so the meeting has been cancelled.  

Therefore, I am home all day again.   Not a bad thing as I was concerned about walking those stairs to the meeting.   There is an elevator but I hate to give in too much.   Still have not heard from the Medical services about an appointment with an arthritis specialist.   Oklahoma seems to be really bad with communication and setting appointments.    Tomorrow I will call again.    This is just so foreign to me.   We had to wait for appointments but did not have to wait to MAKE appointments and then have the same wait for the actual appointment.   (Does that make ANY sense.)   And the pain just keeps rolling on.

I am preparing for my Thursday Celtic meeting.   Should be fun as we are sharing where in Ireland, our ancestors came from.    I am also going to share the Ancestry DNA reports that I have for me and Bret and Bart.   I MUST get back to my genealogy!!!

Tomorrow Bible Study.   It will be good to be with my prayer support group.   We will be discussing next Sunday's readings.   I love that as it always makes Mass more pertinent as one checks to see if we "agree with Father" on the interpretation:)

Kerry came and cleaned the house today.  

Hope all is well with all those I love.  

Dia dhuit

Mary

I liked today.

It was hot.   In the 90s.   Actually, my joints felt better today than yesterday so I have no complaints.
We have some storms in the forecast so I guess I should not get too comfortable:)

Nicky was not happy with me today.   I gave him a bath.  He seemed a bit stinky to me so I thought it was a good idea as he is seeing his vet on Thursday.  He was a bit surprised but is really cooperative and tolerated his owner's odd behavior.

I am the luckiest Mom in the world.  I got to celebrate for THREE days.   Flowers on Saturday, Card and dinner on Sunday,  Cards and a gift of a special picture of my Bret and his Janet to complete my picture gallery.   I am the happiest  Mom in the world.

Of course, that is because I have the best children in the WHOLE world.

Dia Dhuit

Marymom

Just got home from dinner with Bart and Barb and Marlies.    A pleasant evening and I always enjoy eating with other people.

Went to the 8:30AM Mass this morning.   My joints hurt so bad I had to leave right after communion.    If I don't have an appointment with an arthritis specialist by Wednesday, I am going to start yelling!

Bret called this afternoon.   He and Janet and their household are all well and happy.  

Tomorrow I stay home ALL day.    It should be a bit cooler, I can survey and take care of my little gardens.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Here it is Saturday and I have not posted for a couple of days.   Barb is on a quilt retreat.   I told her to sew herself silly:)  She certainly needed a break.

Last night I slept over at their house.   The night before Bart had nightmares and didn't sleep well, so we decided that I would be there last night and tonight, just in case he does wake up and needs someone in the house.   He slept well last night, he said.

I came home this morning and spent the day doing things here.   After I feed Nicky at 4PM. we will go over to Bart's and be there til morning.   Barb will be home tomorrow afternoon.    Bart and I have done just fine.     It is nice for me to have my main meals with someone.   I eat better and so does he.   We had meatloaf and baked potato last night and will have Green Meatballs and muffins tonight.    He probable is not eating as good as he should the rest of the day but assures me he is eating something. 

We also went out to stores and to do errands a couple of times.   It is GOOD for him to get out of the house.

Mother's Day flowers just arrived at my door from Richard and Brenda!!!   They are gorgeous and brightening up my dining area.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

A totally unique Wednesday.

The funeral for my neighbor, Mary Wilson, was this morning.   I went to the service, which was at 9:30AM so did not got to bible study today.   It is far more important to be with people in need, and losing a loved one is one of  the big ones.    The service was lovely.   I just got to know Mary in the past month or two and am happy for this joy.    I was able to help at the meal by bringing over ice, when they were talking about going out to buy some.     She was a beautiful lady.

I had a yearly eye exam today.  They did a good job.  I need an increase in my right eye. which I had noticed was a bit weak.   They also took pictures of the macular of the back of my eye so we  have a gauge if something happens.  This is a fear of mine since Mother had that.   I will also take vitamins to help ward off the disease.    There is no cure or real prevention, but supplements can help delay problems.

We are supposed to get some thunderstorms tonight.   I will have to water if we don't.   Want to keep the grass green.

My tomato plants are dead.  I will buy two more this weekend:)

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Two busy evenings and busy days.

Yesterday was the Quilt Guild pot luck.   Barb and I went together.   I brought the food as she was busy all day and I was debating between hamburger noodle casserole or fresh fruit salad.   So I brought both.    We had a great program too.   Two ladies with their Trunk show. They are dyers also and do a lot of fabric coloring if they think it needs it.   Very inventive.   They are doing a dying class on Saturday, but I just don't feel up to it with my joints they way theyache.

Today, I had my car serviced this morning.   Then baked some scones for Ron Wilson and family across the street.   His wife, Mary, died on Saturday.   I took them some fruit salad too.  The funeral is tomorrow at 9:30AM and I will be going.

Tonight was Writer's Club.  There were five of us there.   Would be nice to get more people.   Some have moved.   It was a good meeting.  I read my St. Michael chapter from the Celtic Saint book.

Til Tomorrow

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Turned out to be a lovely day.    We are finally getting some of the warmer weather I was promised when I moved to Oklahoma.   It was in the upper 80s today.      I DID plant the herbs I bought last week.  Figured I had better get them in the ground before they died of neglect.

Went to the 8:30AM Mass.  Was on as Usher so was a participant in the service.   I like that.  Went to the social after mass to visit a bit.

Bart and Barb invited me over or dinner tonight.   We had cauliflower steaks and shrimp with cheesecake for dessert.   The cauliflower steaks were a recipe that Barb has been dying to try and they were WONDERFUL.    It is so much more pleasant to eat with others.

When I got home, I received a call from Richard and Brenda so caught up with them.    I feel complete.     It had looked like a long lonely day early on and turned out to be perfect!!!!!

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Watching the Derby.

When I was a little girl, I always wanted a horse, and probably knew more then about the Derby and horses than I do now!!!

It is still exciting and I am anxiously waiting for those historic two minutes.    Don't know who to choose.   Patches, the underhorse?   Irish War Cry, On general principles?.   Girvin, with the oldest Jockey?    I have been doing a BIT of research since I decided to watch it.  

Today was hot in Lawton,   Not as hot as it WILL be but hot.   I planted a few things and prepared to do more tomorrow and Monday.   My knees are SO sore that I just do a little at a time. 

I have signed back on to Facebook.   So if you get a friend request, it is OK.

Well, they are getting ready to start the race.     I feel that I am watching with someone because I am talking to you.   That shows how much I miss a voice.   Nicky is totally bored with the whole thing:)

Always Dreaming - with a 2 horse lead.   WOW.   What an exciting race.   Thanks to all of you for experiencing it with me!!!


Dia Dhuit

Mary

It was a beautiful day in Lawton.   Warm but not hot.   The wind was gentle and there was not a lot of humidity.  Can we clone this?

I saw Dr. Toy today.  He has me nicely adjusted.   Now if we can get those statins out of my system and we get some dry weather, I might start feeling human again.

I have messages in to my Doctor to try a specialist and to perhaps try some shots in the affected areas.   I am not impressed with the communication between the Comanche Medical Unit and their patients.  This is at least  twice that I called in the early morning and did not hear back by the end of the day.   Very bad.  I would, of course, if needed go to emergency, but why do my medical practitioners not communicate.   I never had this problem with the Aurora System in Sheboygan WI.

At least I got SOME response. 

I will have to wait until Monday now.  Hope things at least maintain.  I can take the pain but am SO very tired.

Dia DHuit

Mary

Posting early today.     I was home all day.   So nothing too exciting happened around here.

I have been trying to refine and firm up my banking and quicken relationship, which used to be SO easy.

I got a lovely note from American Airlines today with an apology for the trip from hell.  They also gave me a gift certificate towards future travel.   I am just glad that they listened to me:) 

My joints have been very sore.   There do not seem to be storm warnings so I am confused.   I am hoping that after the month required to get the statins out of my system that things will ease up a bit.   I am sick of walking like a penguin or the Tin Man:)

Besides it wears a person out.

If it is nice tomorrow, I will plant a few of my herbs.    I am also going to try to plant some seeds that will be good for the bees that I got in one of my mailings.   Can't hurt./


 I am actually pleased with how the plants that I have in the sunroom are doing to well.   Dad would be proud.   I haven't killed anything since I have been here:)

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Another night out.    And a special one it was.   Bart and Barb's 20th Wedding anniversary.   We went to the Samari for dinner with Adam, Lexie and the girls and Marlies.   A totally lovely evening.

Ready to call it a night.

My morning was busy with shopping, Mass and Bible study.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Just got back from Writer's Club.    First one I was able to attend in three weeks.   I am SO glad I was able to go tonight as this will be Darcian's last meeting regularly as they are moving.    So sad.   It was rather long tonight as we reviewed Katherine's synopsis for her to send with her query letter for her book.   So It was after 9PM when I pulled in.

Leslie helped me set up Facebook again this afternoon.   So far I have two friends,  Leslie and Barbara, (if she accepts my request:)   I figure that Thursday, I will expand a bit but I am going to be very selective.

It was in the 80s this afternoon but is supposed to be 20 degrees cooler tomorrow.  Go figure.   I am just waiting for the damp humid weather to turn dry.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

It was COLD when Nicky and I got up this morning.   But the temperatures got up into the high 70s before the afternoon ended. 

Dan and his wife, came to mow my lawn this afternoon.  He also cut down a broken branch from one of the trees in  the back yard.  Whew.

I was busy most of the day,  couldn't really tell you what I was doing,but do feel like I accomplished a few things.

Leslie is going to help me reconnect on Facebook tomorrow, so FRIENDS only look for me.

Dia DHuit

Mary

A windy windy day.      Nicky was not afraid today though.

I ended up taking the dinner over to Bart and Barb's because Bart was having a difficult medicine day.   Everything turned out fine.  I am glad it was lasagna and easy to transport.

Sleep tight

Dia dhuit

Mary

Well, we finally got our rain.   It was quite a storm last night, but at least we did not get the hail that was a strong possibility

Poor Nicky.   I took him out for his morning walk, as it was not raining.   BUT the wind was sweeping ore the plains so wildly, that he got frightened and wanted to come back home.   So I took him out shortly before lunch time, when it was quiet and the wind was down.   He still thinks he has to "be good" on our walks.   So I can't event let him out in the back yard.   Probably - in time, but this has not become a problem as I like him to walk me:)  Anyway, the storm was not too bad here in Lawton and I actually welcomed the rain.

Aside from that, I was totally lazy today.   Just tried to ward off the pain.    I decided that , as Dick would say, I am retired, that is what I do.     I would spend the day trying different ways to keep my joints active and "fluid".

Tomorrow night will be nice, I am having Bart, Barb and Marlies over for a lasagna dinner.    Yippee.   Someone to eat with and I get to be HOST!!!     You know how much I love that!!!
As I get to know more people, I will be able to do more of this:)

A mildly busy week ahead.   I will be talking to my doctor about the continuing pain.   It will all work out.   I know.

Dia Dhuit

Mary

It was a nice warm day in Lawton OK.   I understand from Bart and Barb that this is still way below the temps that are usually expected at this time of year.

Tomorrow and the next day will be in the 50s again.    I moved here to get warm!!!!!!   AND more importantly to be near Bart and Barb.

We are supposed to have storms tonight with strong possibility of hail.   Bart and Barb came over to put Bart's car in my garage just in case.   They don't have room for both in their garage.

I got a haircut this afternoon and picked up some plants on my way home.   Then, I saw Dr. Toy this afternoon.  My upper self is in great shape.   Good thing.   Hopefully in a week or so the statins will be out of my body and my joint pain will subside.   I am so tired of being in pain.   

I keep reminding my self that Jesus said.   "I never said it would be easy, I just said it would be worth it."    I am holding him to that:)

Dia Dhuit

Mary

Wish I could be in Milwaukee this weekend for the CWI Annual meeting.

I was home ALL day today.    I can't tell you how much that meant to me.    I like having things to do but things here are not always super fun yet.   Anyway.   I slept ten minutes late (Nicky was not happy) and did NOT take a shower.   Tee Hee.

Today is St. Maughold's Feast Day.  He is the patron saint of the Isle of Man.   I sent Happy St. Maughold Day greetings to all my Celtic Friends and now you are also getting them.   He is a fun saint.  Great Celtic Stories of his life which I have in my book if I ever get it published:)

Nicky and I went for three really nice walks.  Good thing because I need to keep my joints mobile. 

I heard from several friends which always makes me feel connected.

I have invite Bart and Barb over for dinner over the weekend, their choice, as I have a lasagna in the freezer AND a dessert.

I wish I could have gotten to Milwaukee this weekend for the CWI Gathering and Annual Meeting.  I am just not physically up to it after the trip from hell at the beginning of the month.   The Trip from Hell was really only the one TRAVEL day bur really knocked the tar out of me.  So glad that the rest of the trip was good.  Would have been better with less pain.

I hope my friends will keep me informed and we will be able to move from her.   We need to get new membership and interest.   Want to be more Celtic informed?    Let me know.

Dia Dhuit

mary

Last night I had the fun of going to Geronimo to hear my step great granddaughter, Adria, [play in her first band concert.  She is in fifth grade and joined the band this year and is playing clarinet.   It was a wonderful concert.   Barbara, Marlies and I joined Adria's parents, Adam, Alexia and her sister Abby to year the concert.

Today was Mass at 9AM and Bible Study at 10AM.   A full morning.

Tomorrow I will be home all day for the first time in I can't remember when.   Nicky will be a happy puppy.

Dia Dhuit

Mary